pimping MyGentleCaress's theme ^_^
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Posted:Jan 13, 2011 10:13 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2015 2:15 am
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ok so i'm gonna borrow MGC's theme "manly men" because i found an absolutely awesome pic so without further ado here we go:
hot huh?
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a productive day
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Posted:Jan 13, 2011 2:02 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:25 am
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1. Went to JFS again and met with Michal, an absolutely lovely lady who has been a goddess blessing in helping me look through all this college stuff. Have another meeting tuesday can't wait ^_^
2. I have decided that I am going to enroll for spring quarter at Columbus State Community College. Major is gonna be Auto Mechanics ^_^
3. For Tuesday's meeting i have to have a list of questions to ask Financial adviser and Course adviser. Input on this would be most welcome. Can y'all help me think of some questions that would be good to ask please and thank you ^_^
4. Haven't been to check on Job app yet  gonna do that later tonight, update then
Now listening to : Jason Derulo- What If
Mood: optimistic
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hopefully this one is horter than the last one
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Posted:Jan 11, 2011 10:10 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:26 am
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1. kitten trying to take over keyboard  makes the third time i have to rewrite the same sentence lol
2. brother being a pain in the ass. fuckers =had the balls to try and have me come to his house "to see pics of my new niece" yeah right, he was gonna try to talk me into co-signing again. plus the fucker gave away the kitten that i gave to him without telling me  he said that the kitten peed on his counter which is a flat out lie cuz the kitten was litter trained and never even peed on the floor here
3. job STILL hasn't called back
and now for good news
1. college hunting and job and family services is helping (was definitely a good idea to make friends with the lady who helped me get diploma ^_^
2. husbands finally leaving me alone yay ^_^
listening to :Britney Spears-Crazy
mood: depressed
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randomness at 6 am on a sunday morning
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Posted:Jan 9, 2011 3:19 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:28 am
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ok then i have had no sleep at all yet since friday night, so i've been perving the site and have made more responses to more blogs than i thought i possibly could. it'd sure be nice if some of these people would be so kind as to post on my blogs but hey, i ain't gonna hold my breath 
topic # 2: waaay ex bf
who has popped into my mind waay too much lately. he was my bf in 3rd grade and was my first love (i know this is true cuz it's like 10 years+ later and i still have feelings for him even tho i haven't seen anything of him since 3rd grade) wish i could find him we had some naughty times back then and he was the one who introduced me to my now love of sex-biting. let me tell u what, he had a hell of a set of teeth and he knew how to use them  i still get hot thinking of what we did in the little part of the playground, but i'll keep those juicy details in my head 
topic #3: job
Still nothing on this particular topic all i keep getting is "we haven't looked at it yet but when we do we'll call you" ugh really? i mean jeeze i know the holidays fucked everyone up but damn, it's been a week past then get off your asses and do your damn job already
topic #4: family
why do they have to be so damn annoying, i don't hear from my parents at all ( and prolly won't until i become a "proper" member of society aka have a job and start supporting myself) i can handle that and i understand completly. then there's my brother. he only calls when he wants something. case in point: he was receiving $500 a month as part of a stipend from our birth grandmother (and no i don't receive the same and i really don't care to. don't get me wrong, from what i remember the lady was an angel(i was 5 at the time)) however his now girlfriend has convinced him to use one of those settlement companies for a lump sum and is now goint to use it to trade his perfectly good truck for another vehicle. however, since he now has to income to speak of he needs a cosigner and guess who he calls. yup yours truly, even tho i'm not even settled into a job and we barely make it on my husbands SSI. he tries to tell me that i don't need money but i don't have stupid on my forehead and i know that if i were to even do it and he doesn't pay then it's on my head.
ugh he pisses me off sometimes
holy shit this turned out to be a longer post than i expected. sorry peeps 
mood: tired
music : mtv music channel, now on cooking college commercial >.<
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Job
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Posted:Jan 5, 2011 10:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:29 am
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Ok it's been over a damn week since i put in that application and when i went to go ask about it, the manager said she hasn't looked at mine yet -.-" I have a question for all of y'all, Is this normal? Does it normally take this long to get a response from businesses?
Mood:Tired, i just woke up
Listening to: commercials damn mtv chanell
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an absolutely stunning email
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Posted:Jan 3, 2011 10:09 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:30 am
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I just received the most shocking, erotic, heartfelt email of the century 0.0 i'll even be so nice to put it here in all of it's entirety so that you can appreciate its full beauty.
Subject: hey sexy
Message: hey sexy
Isn't it absolutely breathtaking? It must have taken HOURS to come up with this stunning marvel. Bravo to you kind sir (you know who you are) 
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Update on R and job searching
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Posted:Dec 31, 2010 1:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:31 am
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Well i'm still listening to R whining I think he is starting to believe me now tho. I have contacted a few of the places that i put apps in at but i can't get a hold of the managers >.< still feeling good tho ^_^
Update at 4:28 pm Ohio time!!! Omg i finally talked to the manager and i have to call her back in about an hour cuz she hasn't had time to look at the app yet so i'm soooo excited!!!
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wish me luck!
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Posted:Dec 30, 2010 11:28 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:31 am
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Well i've finally done it ^_^ told my husband that i was getting a job and also said if he didn't like it then i'm leaving. he's still whining but i've done put in the applications and i've been checking up on them. I have hope for one of them in particular ^_^ R is all "i don't want u to go to work but i spose i can't talk u out of it" and i'm like "damn right" so here starts my new year and it feels GOOD! with a start like this, who knows what else could be in store?
Mood: Happy and hopeful
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Happy Yule!!!
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Posted:Dec 25, 2010 8:20 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:32 am
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who wants to dance naked around a fire with me?
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does it make me a bad person?
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Posted:Dec 24, 2010 6:34 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:33 am
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I find myself thinking lately about my seless) life and noticing other people more. i could be in a restaurant and I'll notice a man in another booth and i find myself watching him closely and wondering what sex would be like with him. I will finally admit that i am no longer interested sexually in my husband and i know that spells trouble for this relationship. The problem is; I see my marriage vows as sacred in the eyes of the Lord and Lady. I an a very spiritual Wiccan and I really don't know what to do. I don't want to cheat, but at the same time I do. I know all of my watchers/readers/commenters say that i need to end this now, but how do i do that without hurting him? Does it make me a bad person to want more?
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depression
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Posted:Dec 19, 2010 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:36 am
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mood:depressed to the point of suicidal
I don't know why but i am. and nothing i do seems to be helping. Even playing my favorite music isn't helping. It's been a long time since i've felt this bad i'm just so sick of my life and of not having the balls (so to speak) to stand up for myself and do what i know needs to be done. What really fucking sucks is that i look in the mirror and i don't even recognize myself anymore. The happy girl who knew exactly what she wanted is gone, replaced by a woman who is cynical and can tell anyone just what she thinks..except for the one person she really needs to tell. I know what i want still but now i base all of my judgments on what "he" wants and whether it will make "him" happy and no longer on what i want or what will make me happy. There's a darkness in my eyes and a perpetual downturn to my mouth, as if even my body has forgotten how to be happy. Even as i'm writing this i am starting to cry because i am finally putting out there what i absolutely hate admitting: i've grown weak there it is, i've said it. Chaining myself to "him" has weakened me and made me soft. -sigh- I spose i'll go meditate and see if maybe i can learn to put a smile on my face again. I doubt it tho
now listening to: nothing.
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NOW I'M MAD -.-"
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Posted:Dec 15, 2010 3:48 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:58 pm
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I CAN'T FIND MY BLUE FUZZY HAT!!!! IT LOOKS LIKE THE BELOW...ONLY BLUE AND IT WOULD HAVE WENT PERFECT WITH MY OUTFIT TODAY 
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