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LIAR, LIAR
When I was married to Ben for 11 years, & a Mother of two , I would have some issues at times with our friends, family, & just people in general. I would tell little lies for different reasons.
I would tell sum lies to get out of doing something, or to get out of going somewhere I didn't want to go. Or telling my husband lies to cover my own ass. It seemed the latter situations with him that became the biggest hurdles as time went on. Maybe partly because over the years that we were married, I was becoming miserable, so I decided to fucked both his brothers at different times of course. It was self preservation, and I was good at it.
I married again a year after our divorce, and stayed married for 27 years to him. I never fucked around on him, but after he died, I was deeply depressed for a long time.
Then I found comfort with a married man at a Casino one night, & we saw each other for like a year....Fred was married, but I loved being his side chick....I saw him when I felt like it, or he wanted to bang ....It was a great way to live actually, as I was still working, & saw him on weekends usually.
He would show up to my apt. unannounced at times.... That was due to me telling him lies, because I wanted to explore other men I had met where I lived.
I decided to explore other avenues, and got on HotMatch.com. I met a lot of potential men, & saw quite a few of them. One was a handsome Hispanic man, & married. His name is Joe We still see each other twice a month or more, it's been 10yrs, and are the dearest of friends too. I never lie to him....
I also had interest from a young man who was a lot younger than myself & found me on HotMatch.com too, around the same time as Joe. I didn't know why he kept writing to me on here, but it continued for a while. His name was Danny. I lied to him all the time, as Joe was my main guy at the time. Actually, after 10 years with Danny, he never knew I saw Joe almost as much as I was with him. I told Joe about Danny, & he didn't care.
I liked having my choice of which one I was going to bang that night. Having lied to Danny all the time, kept me ahead of the game. He was so young, inexperienced with women, so I got away with more than most would have. I am still not sorry one bit.
The thrill of all the lies I told him was a rush, plus the pleasure Joe gave me, was worth the chances I took, if I would be caught.
I know I was a bitch, and was dishonest as hell. At my age, I don't care what anyone thinks, they don't know me or my life. I'm proud of who I am.
I still tell lies now, just like when I was on HotMatch.com years ago.. I do care about certain men on here, especially one, & he is the only one I don't ever lie to so far.
.I don't let any one man get to close to me, ever! Emotionally I'm as tough as most dudes I lay down with. I take care of me first.
I will continue to lie when I feel I need to, but only under certain circumstances now......we all protect ourselves emotionally.
I also love to play with my new group of men, and I care about all for different reasons...they are professional people in different aspects of life, & treat me with the upmost respect, and I do the same. At my age though, I doubt I will ever completely stop telling lies.
I wish to make men happy & content with what I can give them, its my quest to do so. And after all these years & experience, I'm damn good at what I do! Most of them, want more.
But if needed, I will lie to any of them, if it suits my purpose! I am a nasty, dirty, but sexy LIAR......STILL!!!!
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