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Posted:Jul 1, 2013 9:14 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2013 9:45 pm
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might as well take it up the ass, it's looking more & more like i'll never find happiness neways. @ least it's sex.
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while ther's time?
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Posted:Jun 30, 2013 12:56 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 5:5 am
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i question alot whether i should actually experement with a guy. i think 1 real good reason is right now i'm single. what if i get involved with the right women & i start asking what if? if i never try it might eat @ me, if i do i would be cheating on her & it might be worse if she finds out it was with a guy. i notice women usually don't like m-m sex i think it threatens there ability to be sexually satisfying for a man. i would never wanna make my gf/wife feel bad so maybe i should just do it now get it out of the way. then i can say i did it i had my experiance, i learned from it & i'm moving on (hopefully to something much better 
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making the switch
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Posted:Jun 30, 2013 9:16 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 5:5 am
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i can see how easy it is to switch from girls to guys. i'm having trouble with girls so i loose hope & i give up. but i still have this annoying sexdrive. so i switch to guys cause i don't care about them really, @ least like that. so i have a little fantasy that helps me deal with my badluck & addresses my sexdrive.
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i see the appeal
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Posted:Jun 25, 2013 8:20 pm
Last Updated:Jun 25, 2013 8:50 pm
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right now really want a women & i mean want. i seem to lust after guys from time to time but ultimately do want the right women. but can't seem to find her. i can see how endulging in thoughts of "experementing" can take my mind off of women. since i'm not quite as interested in guys i can think about a hot incounter but not be as disappointed. but right now it's not cutting it, i don't think it would cut it in the long run either. i don't have a fundamental problem with having tried some stuff out with guys but it's not my ultimate goal.
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here it comes again
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Posted:Jun 23, 2013 12:21 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 5:5 am
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here comes my lust after a guy again. everytime i "come to my senses" i know it will be back eventually. so just this morning it came on like a switch & all of a sudden i'm getting a boner thinking about having sex with a guy. i'm thinking maybe i should just go through with it cause when i get like this i can't think of nething else. if i have had the experiance maybe i would be more realistic about the craving. maybe i would stop cause i would realize it's not something i care to do, or if i liked it i would know guys to hookup with.
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this may not be for me
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Posted:Jun 21, 2013 7:54 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2013 8:56 pm
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sorry if this post has taken a turn towards being depressing. i know this website is for looking for fun and i still believe in fun very much this is the 1st time i've written like this so it feels a bit weird but it's sincere and i don't really know what other type of place i could write something like this. i've had a chance to calm down & i'm thinking in a calmer mind. i've been doing some serious thinking about experementing with bisexuality and having serious second thoughts. not because i'm scared to cross that line or even i'm scared of meeting a psycho lol. i think i'm avoiding women.
i'm horney alot of the time but im' a guy lol. actually i'm above the age of 12 and that's how it is with people, i accept that. so i get horney but i can't direct that towards women i'm not real sure why. i'm afraid of them, i don't think i deserve them, i'm mad @ them, i think there mad @ me.......i'm not real sure. i'm pretty confused and frustrated. so i fool myself into being "bicurious" this seems to care of some problems. the sexdrive right in front of me gets redirected to guys who i'm not so afraid around but since i'm only "bicurious" i'm not interested in "dating" a guy. so i put up an add or respond to 1 but for 1 reason or another it never works out. but deep down i know i have no intention of ever meeting a guy for sex so it works out. it seems i made an attempt so i'm "cool" cause i'm "openminded" but nothing came of it so i'm off the hook. cybering & camming is still ok cause it's not real. it's a safe fantasy. it redirects my libido & avoids stress caused by thinking about my issues with women. but it's all a lie. it's simply not who i really am. i feel so alone.
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my feelings
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Posted:Jun 16, 2013 12:21 am
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2013 5:25 am
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i'm slowly beginning to realize i'm pretty confused about my feelings about guys. i know it's ok to like guys, & if it turns out i like guys i'm ok with it. but not sure that i actually like guys enough to sleep with 1. i'm kinda thinking i just should. wouldn't hurt and it would give me a chance to put myself in a situation to test out these desires that come and go. i think i gotta figure out the appeal. maybe i'm trying to avoid something by wanting to experement.
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maybe time to try?
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Posted:Jun 10, 2013 6:20 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 5:5 am
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been giving some serious thoughts about trying a guy out! usually the desire comes & goes but lately it's been with me more than usual. maybe it's time to take the plunge. i think it's the feeling of freedom of doing something out of the ordinary and not quite ok yet with the rest of society that excites me. i imagine crossing that line into letting myself get sexual pleasure from another guy and vice versa would be quite liberating. kinda wanna loose myself in a hot experiance!
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need to do it
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Posted:Dec 18, 2012 1:24 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2013 9:45 pm
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lately all i can think about is gay sex! i haven't been with a guy yet but i'm looking and really need an attractive and understanding guy to introduce me to sex with guys. i have cybered a little and it was fun, now so ready to try the real thing! really can't wait to spend the night trying something new and dirty but i'm sure alot of fun!
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just thinking...
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Posted:Jun 10, 2007 10:43 pm
Last Updated:Dec 18, 2012 1:28 am
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not feeling the desire to do nehting with guys lately........i'm keeping an open mind if a situation ever comes up.........might be intersting but i'm not really persuing that. it wouldn't kill me (as long as i'm safe) but i know it's not the answer. right now just want to be with as many women as want to be with me lol.....the more the merrier lmao!!!! i could really use some female attention.
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slow night
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Posted:Jan 5, 2006 12:36 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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went on chat tonight. not much going on ther. seems to be a slow night all around. i'm not even feeling that horney tonight. that might change if the right person or peole showed up. i guess i'll get to bed earlier then usual which is good cause i've been spending way too long on chat the past 2 days. maybe it will be different tomorrow. maybe me and more people will be in the mood.
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couples
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Posted:Jan 4, 2006 12:09 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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well i've decided to holdoff on persuing a single guy to sleep with for now. i'm not saying i never will, just don't have the desire right now, although if i found one in my bed i'd go for it lol. right now i'd rather be with a couple where i get to play with both. one of the reasons is so i can experiance what a couple experiances, it's kind of interesting to me. and it sounds pretty kinky, but the whole thing about being with a guy at all sounds pretty kinky to me lol. actually i'm going to have a chance with a couple soon but i think the guy is str8. i'mm sure it will be interesting and worthwile anyways. and alot of fun. i'd still like to have sex with a guy one on one sometime, and couples of any kind especially 2 women. I'm up for that at anytime but most guys are too lol. then there's orgies. i'd love to find a group to have fun with but i probably never will. so until i find the woman of my dreams, i wanna experement see what i can get from it and have alot of fun
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