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I Need To Be Touched...............
Posted:May 24, 2008 3:11 am
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 4:31 pm
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In an ongoing effort to curve my evil ways.....

I have been trying to use some self control to keep my panties on.

I have to orgasm 3-4 times a day, it's not a want, it's a need. My body insists on it, each day, everyday. It's a requirement.

He's keeping such tabs on me lately, I think he may install Lo-Jack up my ass!
The sneaking away is getting more difficult each week.

I need to be touched. I feel like she is going to erupt like a volcano. She needs attention and soon.

I'm getting bored with my toys, i've done a full rotation and still can't get rid of that feeling that haunts me everyday.

Tonight, I am craving face to face contact.
It would start with him on his back, I stand over him and slowly ease myself down onto his rock hard cock. Nice and slow so I can watch him, watching himself go inside me.
God I love that feeling when it first goes in, I don't think anything else compares to it. mmmmmm
I make my way down to the base, still looking him in the eye, open my mouth wide and let out a soft breathy moan, letting him know how good he feels inside me.
He sits up facing me, we're chest to chest.
I start sliding up and down on his cock slowly enjoying every single inch of it, then faster, tightening myself around it each time it goes in, throwing my head back and moaning even more.
I can feel the sweat building between our chests, sticky and hot.
He has a special voice that he only uses when he's telling me how good I feel.
His moans and breathing just before he cums make me want to fuck him faster.
He says "I want you to cum for me" and I can feel him shoot inside me and it pushes me to the edge, I can't take anymore and cum so hard that my thighs shake uncontrollably, it's all over him and he loves it.

This is the feeling of need I can't make go away.
I need attention.
She needs to be touched.
I need him or I may explode.
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Are You A True "Pussy Enthusiast" ?
Posted:May 16, 2008 6:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2009 7:41 pm
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Going through my messages today I received 4 offers to hook up for sex this weekend from guys I have never even so much as chatted with or exchanged email with before.

This made me wonder:

How many of you have hooked up without even doing the IM or phone thing beforehand?

Do you at least send or receive a Q & A email?

Do you just check out each others profile and say
"hey,you like it up the ass, so do I so let's get it on"?

I also want to know if you get a taker, do you really care how much she, we'll just say fits into your parameters looks wise, if she tells you she's willing to fuck you like a just released convict?

Another thing on my mind:

Because of my profile, almost every single message I get says one of the following:

1. I love to eat pussy
2. I am the pussy master
3. I will lick your pussy for 2 hrs straight
(ok if it takes me 2 hrs to get off,clearly something is wrong with me and I may need medical attention)
4. I will suck on your clit until you do the crab walk backwards
(warning: if this happens I will probably grab my strategically placed pepper spray and blast your ass in the face with it. You know kind of like hitting a bad puppy on the nose with a newspaper)

It is no secret that the oral skills are very important to me. I take pride in my skills and I expect the same in return.

Having actual talent does not mean you are just "willing to go down" it means that you crave it, the feel, the taste, the sexiness of it all together.
The guy I need is the one that is at work or in the car, starts to think about the way I taste and feel on his hot, wet tongue and gets hard immediately.
This is a true Pussy Enthusiast.

A friend of mine told me that he refuses to go down on a woman and he doesn't care who she is, yet he expects her to give him head all the time or she'll be on the curb.
He's a good friend and I love him but he's a dumbass.
Do any of you feel this way about it?
or just don't prefer oral at all?
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5 Things On My Mind Right Now!
Posted:May 7, 2008 10:32 pm
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 4:26 pm
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1. The Mankini
This is not a good look on anyone.
Try boxer briefs, they are sexy as hell,
ummmmm! yummy! Check them out.

2. Too Much Man Hair
First, let me be clear, I like a man to look
like a man, not a 12 yr old.
However,If while camping you have ever been
shot at by hunters because they thought you
were a bear or worse,Bigfoot. Do something.
Unless your having a fantasy that you starred
in the circa 1970's original,
"Debbie Does Dallas" you have no need for 6
inches of hair down there. Manscaping is good.
Spa Sydell Buckhead,they're gentle. I promise.

3. Lame Ass Profile
ok, I stole this one from someone else but
it's important.
This is your big shot to sell yourself.
In what other arena will you have the
opportunity to request the kind of sex/woman
you really want? Put it all out there.
To get my attention, creativity is on the top
of the list.

4. Requests for "Pussy Pics"
Not going to happen.
The only way you are getting a picture like
that of me is if i've decided we are getting
naked together and earning it.
At that point it will be acceptable as well
as encouraged.
I'm not shy, I'm an exhibitionist.

5. Bad Oral Sex
This can be an absolute deal breaker with me,
no matter how great the guy, I will never
get past the bad oral, too important to me.
So here are just a couple things to know:
A. Not all girls like the same thing.
Our bodies will tell you what we are
enjoying, PAY ATTENTION!!!
B. Be open to instruction.
This goes back to pay attention.
In order to be a quality lover you have to
learn from each woman you are with.
C. DO NOT continue to suck hard on the clit
after I cum!! I cannot stress this enough.
No, No, NO!!!
For me, just before is the exact moment I
need deep penetration.
D. Do your research & continue to learn
I urge you to check out the following people's
blogs:
DrBooty & Danteszippo
Both are very informative.

Most of you are well aware of my "game" as well as the rules that go with it.
The most important being my "15 minute gift".
In those critical 15 minutes face to face, the guys are put through a series of tests they don't even realize they are taking.
I can tell if they are quality in bed or not, guess a pretty damn close size on girth, & most importantly, if they are good at the oral.

Remember I have a very fine tuned system that works for me, I know what I want as well as what I need to satisfy me.
With that being said, ask your girl what feels good if you can't read her body language.
Just pay attention. It will make the experience so much better for you both. I promise it will!!

I have so many guys that message me and ask sex advice for specific topics or just questions to clear up things they aren't sure about.
They have taken steps to make themselves better, and i'm so proud of them.

Nothing will keep me coming back for more like a man that can do something new that makes me scream in ecstasy. mmmmmmmm!

I say this all out of love, I really do.

I'd like to believe that all men want to be skilled, quality lovers.
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He Wanted Me To Put My Stiletto Heel Up His Ass !!!
Posted:May 6, 2008 6:41 pm
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 4:26 pm
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I, like the other girls on here, i'm sure, get very interesting offers on this site pretty much everyday.
There are offers to fly me out to them daily, which is a nice touch.
Some are a sweet approach
Some are just dirty, complete with stories, I love those.
and then we have the ones filed under strange and bizarre.....

I'd like to share my Top 2 so far:

I had one not to long ago from who I will refer to as "ass guy", he showed me no less then 10 pics of his fat, bent over, fake baked ass with captions that said things like; "I can't wait for you to plunge your tongue and then finger fuck my juicy ass hole"
What the hell? I read my profile 3 times trying to find the area where I accidentally listed that I might enjoy that.
Do you think he thought I might say,
"oh hell yeah, book me for Tuesday at 10am?"
ummmm, no.
Moving on........

This may be my favorite of all the crazy ones:

This guy offered me a decent sum of money to come to his place and shove my stiletto heel up his ass, followed by him licking it clean.
With the big finish being, him jacking off and cumming on my ass.
In my personal life, i'd be all about the last part.
But he is obviously a crazy person if he thought that his ass hole was the proper place for my beautiful Manolo Blahnik shoes.

Please do not get me wrong, I have full respect for people and their various fetishes,
I am after all a:
costume enthusiast from way back
into the dom/sub thing, no, not with the latex and ball gag.
a voyeur
and of course, a major league exhibitionist

Remember? Pleasure only please,no pain?

I'm hardly one to be judging anyone else.

So, if you have the guts, tell me about your fetish(s). Come on don't be shy....
or
the most interesting offer you've gotten.
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She Had Her Bush Trimmed Into A Heart Shape....
Posted:May 4, 2008 9:09 am
Last Updated:May 20, 2008 7:55 am
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There are so many different ways for us girls to style our pubics now.

I've been hitting Spa Sydell for a professional Brazilian wax for a couple of years now and I love it. My method is definitely not for the shy or timid, I don't think my Gynecologist gets as up close and personal with me as the lady that waxes me does.

The 40 year old lady that taught me how to give a blow job when I was 20, had her bush(that was 16 yrs ago) trimmed into a heart shape. I remember the first time I saw it, I was in awe and thought that she just oozed hot sex.

Being girls, my friends and I are often naked in front of each other, even commenting on one another's style choices.
My best friend B rocks what I call "the Hitler", a rectangular strip across the top.
Others have, the landing strip, a triangle, both regular as well as upside down.
Some are totally bare like me, but shave it.
By the way, if shaving, Kitty Kat Shaving Creme is worth every penny and will leave it feeling like pure silk. Available at most porn stores.

My friend Candice has an upside down exclamation point, with the dot being at the top.
It is bizarre. I wish I had a picture of the four of us looking at it with our heads tilted to the side. Candice also had it colored blue one time when she was dating a Duke football player, so I wasn't too surprised when she did this.

I enjoy a little girl on girl from time to time and I know if I had a huge jungle bush staring me in the face, it would be a deal breaker.

We go to all this trouble to keep her pretty and close up ready for you.
My question is:
Do you have a preference in our style?
Do you even care?
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The Perfect Vacation For A Sex Addict?
Posted:May 2, 2008 4:52 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2008 10:12 am
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A friend of mine is turning eek! "40" in a couple of weeks.
She's hot,sexy & amazing, I can only hope i'm half as fabulous as her when I turn 40.

The original plan was to take her to Vegas for a fun-filled girls weekend.
The plan has changed and now we are going to Jamaica, Hedonism III to be exact.
Believe it or not, this was not my idea.
Hedonism is all about the sexual experience and exploring it in every sense of the word.
I'm told it's clothing optional, which I love as well as appreciate.

This vacation has everything needed to make it a dream trip for me:
1.Ocean
2.Sand
3.Heat
4.Nudity
5.Open sex for me to see
6.Unlimited Alcohol
7.Opportunities for me to have some crazy ass sex
8.Only us girls going

Now, my problem with this seemingly perfect vacay for any sex addict is this:

1. There are 8 of us going, only 2 of the 8 know of my sideline activities.

2. I have been trying to curve my evil ways, in an effort to straighten my head out and get some rest, because having the "first string" was exhausting.
I've currently limited my fun to the #1BF and some occasional chick on chick action.

My question is this,
How in the hell am I going to stay out of trouble at this place?
Is it even possible?
I have to think that this is similar to dropping off a recovering alcoholic at a bar with an open tab.

I'm going into this with the best of intentions, but am still bringing the condoms for the just in case.

Any help is appreciated.
Or if not, some tips for this place if you've ever been.
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The Cock Ring And You
Posted:Apr 29, 2008 2:25 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2008 11:34 pm
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As you know I like to think that I am somewhat of a "sex toy expert", the unofficial spokesperson for Doc Johnson.
The job beckons so i'm headed to NY tonight.
Tight schedule or not I always find time to visit my favorite porn store in the world (so far anyway) Babeland in SOHO.
I make it a point to visit porn stores where ever I go.
I believe New York City has the hands down best in the U.S. they offer up everything from down and dirty seedy with peep show to upscale and overpriced, the only ones i've seen better were in Germany.
Those Germans take their fucking very seriously, and as I learned last month, are apparently huge fans of the double penetration. Yikes!

So while trying to figure out where in my busy schedule I would fit in my sex toy shopping trip, I started thinking about various toys, oils, and accessories I have purchased there in the past and I remembered one in particular.
The Cock Ring.
The first time I bought one it was by the recommendation from a guy working at my regular pleasure palace, who is familiar with my extracurricular activities.
I was told it would make my guy have a Superman like hard-on,last longer, and as an added bonus for him, increase his sexual experience with a more intense orgasm. SOLD!
Being as that I WAS a lover of those pretty boys in their 20's, who tend to get a little too excited too quickly,this purchase was a no brainer.
I had the salesman demonstrate how to put the Cock Ring on the cock with a very lifelike dildo.
Which sadly I didn't take home with me.
I wasn't thinking straight. I was dizzy with excitement over talk of a Superman like hard-on. All I knew was I wanted to grab my bag, get out of there, and start lining up a boy or two for my return.
I have given the Cock Ring several chances to impress me, I have tried different types, as well as different boys.
I'm certain some of this has to do with me moving on up to the 30 something men now.
Love them, by the way!

I can only compare my disappointment of this little toy with being a little waking up Christmas morning and finding out your house has been robbed.

I've been told some men just like them as, I guess, a fashion statement.
Has anyone had any success with it?
Did you achieve this Superman like Hard-on that I so desperately wanted to witness?
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I'm So Ready For Summer...............
Posted:Apr 26, 2008 11:12 am
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 4:22 pm
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It's a beautiful day here in conservative PTC.

My first official pool day of the year.
I am lounging on a chair under an umbrella, except for the legs because I may go out tonight.

The lake is full of men fishing, there will be no show for them today. I wait until it's really hot for that, how else will I explain being naked?

I'm ready for summer, I am a true water baby, love it anyway I can get it, pool, beach, lake whatever.
I would rather be in a tropical locale with my toes in the sand than anywhere else.
I prefer a "European friendly" beach.
Chest tan lines aren't sexy with a strapless dress to me.

Nothing compares to a sexy, sultry, humidity filled summer night.
Those are the nights that cause me the most trouble.
There's something about glistening, suntanned skin and a nice cool martini or 3 that makes me crave hot, raw, crazy sex. You know the kind that makes the sweat beads run down your spine and the back of your thighs in a sexy, deep, hot breath kind of way....
Summer is when the doggie and cowgirl styles reign supreme for me, they are cooler, more movement. Fantastic.
Last summer I was able to pull off receiving oral sex on a blanket at Piedmont Park one sunny afternoon. I'm looking forward to topping that this year. I haven't decided on how yet, but I will.
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His Cock Has A Stripe On It....................
Posted:Apr 24, 2008 6:41 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2009 1:07 pm
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Like the other girls on here, I receive several cockshots everyday.
Some are big, some are small, some are soft, lots are hard.
And then we have the ones with the special little white stripe on them.
I had no idea why the stripe was there. None.
And then I was told it was from the "Penis Pump".
I have seen the pump several times at my favorite pleasure palace, I thought it was a tool for masturbation, similar to the pocket pussy.
I've been told a few different things about the Penis Pump but I still have some questions.

1.Is it true it makes it bigger?
If yes, how much bigger?
2.How long does it stay that way?
3.Is it true with continued use it can permanently increase the girth?
4.Is it used to make it bigger or stay hard longer?
5.How does it feel when it is pumping?
6.Can you pump it up too much?
7.I've noticed several different styles, is there a known best brand or style?
8.Have you ever pumped him all up, stuffed him in some well fitting jeans and hit the club trying to score some ass because you feel like a porn star?

I'm very intrigued my this amazing tool.
So please indulge me and give me some info.
What if I ever need to purchase a Penis Pump, you don't want me just buying any old thing do you? Of course not...
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Speed Dating For Sex Addicts
Posted:Apr 21, 2008 10:21 pm
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 4:20 pm
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Have you ever heard of "Speed Dating"?

This is where a group of singles get together in say a closed restaurant, hotel ballroom or something, the girls sit at individual tables and the men go to each table for 8-10 minutes, talking to the girls asking questions, etc... The goal here is to see if you can make somewhat of a lovematch to go on a real date.
I have found out they have this type of service for the following groups:
Jewish
African American
Millionaires
Indians
Gays
Lesbians

I think we need a Speed Dating For Sex Addicts!!

It will be just like the other
All the girls sit at individual tables, the guys rotate, 8-10 mins to see if you are sexually compatible, figure out who's a dom/sub.

Here's how it will be even better.

1. Divided into sub-groups, for example, looking
for a female/male 3rd, bi experience,or
looking for younger tongue talented men
maybe i'll have my very own room to hold my
interviews)etc....

2. You can ask any personal questions you wish.

3. When you meet each girl you exchange little
cards that list what you're into, like anal,
dildos, whatever, including any special
talents you may have.

4. You can choose to have a visible cockshot
photo if you want to.

5. No real names will be exchanged.
Or stripper cover names only.

6. We will hold the whole thing in a hotel,
because we're sex addicts and we aren't
waiting on our orgasms.If you find a hook up
you can handle your business upstairs.

This is the perfect idea.
It would be fantastic.
Maybe I should put something like this together.
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She Said Porn Was Cheating ??
Posted:Apr 19, 2008 10:06 am
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 4:18 pm
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I am really having porn issues this week.

A friend of mine told me recently that he has to sneak to watch porn because his wife considers it cheating. He also believes that if she were ever to catch him pleasuring himself it may be a deal breaker.
After asking more questions, I also found out that they don't have regular sex, when he comes home after a bad day she never offers up the "feel better" blow job,and she doesn't own or play with any toys.
And yes, he has tried to talk to her, buy her things, romance her, etc...
I have since asked other marrieds about this and in several cases it was about the same for them.

I have been married since I was 25 to my much older husband and have had some kind of sex with him at least twice a day up until 3 years ago. Granted, I was very young when I got married but,I have just always believed that giving my husband/partner pleasure when he needed it was part of my job as his wife and partner.
Porn watching has been an open experience in our home that we have always enjoyed together or alone. Ok, it's just me now, but whatever.

As far as the sex toys, I received my first one when I was 21, not the first time I played with one, just the first time I owned my very own.
My husband regularly buys me toys and various other playthings. Now I get them so i'll leave him alone, but at least he buys me quality merchandise.
My husband sees me pleasure myself at least 3 times a week, he doesn't freak out about it, it's not a deal breaker.
I'm not completely naive, obviously some partners aren't putting out, otherwise sites like this wouldn't exist and I wouldn't have the #1BF. I knew it wasn't just my spouse but, I guess I just had no idea that it was so common.
I just don't understand the thought process behind this at all.
You won't give me sex but you won't let me watch porn or touch myself?
The funny thing is, if the partners like this were ever to catch the husband fucking someone else, they would be the first one to say the famous "How could you do this to me & why?"
What do you mean why? Of course they fucked someone else, you said NO everyday for a year.
I don't get it, but that's just me.

By the way,
Last night I did watch satisfying porn, finally.
It had some hot riding scenes and a bad ass cum shot so I was a happy girl.
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My Bad Porn Experience.........
Posted:Apr 16, 2008 10:19 pm
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 4:13 pm
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As you know, I enjoy my porn.
I've had a love of anything Jenna Jameson for years.
She is without a doubt the queen of porn.
I love her!
My ideal adult movie includes the following:
1.hot girls
2.cute boys that don't look gay
3.chick on chick action
4.3 some is optional
5.girl on top, all cowgirl style
6.a little doggie style just for fun
7.Topped off with a bad ass cum shot

So a couple of weeks ago, while in a luxury hotel in Las Vegas, I decide I need to watch a little girl on girl.
I'm there with spouse so you know i'm not getting any.
Maybe I should have just gone to the Bunny Ranch by myself?
Anyway, I locate the adult section on my pay per view, proceed to flip through my viewing choices and choose the one with the picture of the hot chick on it that is labeled "Hard Core".

In my world, this is a great day: A nice suite, unlimited hot porn, room service.
The only way this situation could be improved upon would be if I had a well hung 26-33 yr old boy with a very talented tongue.

I order my food, complete with martini,strip down to my thong and a short little sexy T, prepare the travel toys just in case and click the "Buy" button on the remote.

Yeah, I know room service will be there soon. But who cares i'm in Vegas and you know I like the art of the tease anyway.

The movie starts, first scene is a dark haired hot chick walking straight over to guy lounging in a chair, who's face or body you can't see.
So dark haired hot chick starts sucking him off like the porn star she is, then decides she should just reverse cow girl it and backs up to him, still haven't seen him at this point.
Second scene, the bedroom, I see dark haired hot chick on all four's with a hand headed her way and i'm like ok, now we're gettin to the good stuff.
Something about seeing a girl getting her pussy licked from behind gets me off.
I don't know why, but it does.
Wait a minute, I know why..
because it's fucking hot, that's why!
So then faceless stranger comes in for a mouthful,
I start feeling that little tingle of excitement down there. Trying desperately to contain myself because remember room service hasn't come yet,
Before I know it I have half a hand down my panties and am more then ready for what ever may come my way, room service would just have to wait and wonder what all the moaning was about.
For an alleged sex addict, an orgasm is the single greatest pleasure on earth.
Back to the movie, all you can see is faceless strangers mouth and tongue, oh my god i'm about to go crazy ready to cum.
Then with no warning, the stranger suddenly has a face. It's a face similar to the freaky uncle in Chainsaw Massacre 1.
Now,the only other time I have dried up that quickly was when I was 17 and my dad almost caught me riding my boyfriend on our back porch.
What in the hell has happened to porn?
All I ask is that the girls not look like crack whores, the guys not look like they would much rather be taking it in the ass, and all sex scenes are in full view.I want to see everything full on and feel like i'm there.
I can't even watch those Cinemax half-assed movies, they just piss me off.
The porn industry is bigger then ever and this is the actor they have chosen for me to watch fuck the hot chick and touch myself.
Are you kidding me? Seriously.
I would have gotten more turned on watching the angry, mexican housekeeper with the thick mustache + beard clean the toilet across the hall.
I have been scarred now!
Possibly even permanently damaged from this horrible porn experience.
Dear Jenna,
You better start saving your pennies, i'm not sure i'll be back anytime soon. We'll always have "Janine Loves Jenna" though. Love, S.
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The Lover I Need.............
Posted:Apr 15, 2008 10:21 am
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2009 11:13 pm
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If you have ever read my profile or blog you know that I know exactly what I want and what I need to satisfy me. It's a certain kind of pleasure that I seek, not your normal bill of some enjoyable foreplay, decent oral, followed by being penetrated to the finish line.
No, it's more than that, much more that drives me to my 4-5 times a day need to orgasm.
The pleasure that I crave is on a different level, an ecstasy that makes me oblivious to every other thing or possible distraction around me.
It doesn't have to last for 2 hours, it can't be too pre-planned, it can't be faked.

The lover I need knows what i'm in the mood for by the look in my eye or the way my body moves.
The lover I need is completely satisfied himself by watching me lift my ass 2 feet off the sheets in full climax from the way he touched me with his tongue.
The lover I need knows the exact spot that soft kisses alone will get me wet.
The lover I need knows that the best feeling you can have is that first moment he puts his cock inside me, sliding it in slowly. Nothing is better than that.That feeling has a moan that is reserved just for it.
It is quality not quantity that my body desires, a skilled lover that it is in fine tune with me and understands that this kind of sex, this level of ecstasy, this kind of pleasure is the most enjoyable, satisfying feeling you will ever have.
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