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Posted:Apr 25, 2009 11:44 am
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OK seriously what is up? I mean some guy informed me today that he likes to play with bbw's but won't date them isn't that a bit hypiocrital i mean really thats just rude. I not sure its worth it to talk to someone who thinks like that . I mean its like they don't want to be seen with us BBW's . Thats just a bunch of bull if you ask me. well think im done venting for now.
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what the heck
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Posted:Feb 12, 2009 11:46 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2009 9:17 am
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what the heck
Current mood: annoyed
well this will be a departure from what i normally write. I saw a magazine the other day that was saying a celeberty was to fat she may have been 130 or so. Can i ask how the hell is that fat. I mean seriouly what is this world coming to when a weight who most dr. concider to be healthy the tabliod world think is too fat. What are we all supposed to just be skin and bones. Yeah thats real healthy to have each and every one of your bones showing. I have found that there is alot of people who prefer the pleasently plumb they dont have to worry about hugging a bag of bones. It used to be in the greek age the the pleasently plumb was considered to be the thing thats what guys looked for that meant that the women where healthy and fertaile. Did you ever think that having no fat isnt good either i mean seriously thing of all the damage you are doing to your insides by starving yourself or working out excessivly. I mean yeah you need to be healthy but there is quite a few people who have a bit of pudge who are healthier then those skin and bones people. What kind of example is the tabliods showing are and dont mean just the girls some boys think that their girl has to have all be a toothpick. I just think its crap that they do that i mean some will severly hurt themselves to make them look like those overly skinny people on the tabliods, to the degree of causing serious damage to themselves. Well anyway thats my vent. Like i said not my normal thing but was very upset about this article i saw.
thanks for letting me vent and comments are always great
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Posted:Jan 21, 2009 11:47 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2009 12:54 pm
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Do you ever feel like nothing you do is right. Like everything is stacked against you and not sure where to go or what to do. If so does it ever make you feel like just giving up, that it doesnt matter becase it wont work right anyway. I hate this feeling and seems to be a constent thing lately. Just so frustrated and feel so alone
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christmas poem
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Posted:Nov 25, 2008 9:08 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 6:3 pm
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New Christmas Poem> > TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,> HE LIVED ALL ALONE,> IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF> PLASTER AND STONE.> > I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY> WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,> AND TO SEE JUST WHO> IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.> > I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,> A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,> NO TINSEL,
NO PRESENTS,> NOT EVEN A TREE.> > NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,> JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,> ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES> OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.> > WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,> AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,> A SOBER THOUGHT> CAME THROUGH MY MIND.> > FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,> IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,> I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,> ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.> > THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,> SILENT, ALONE,> CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR> IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.> > THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,> THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,> NOT HOW I PICTURED> A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.> > WAS THIS THE HERO> OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,> THE FLOOR FOR A BED?> > I REALIZED THE FAMILIES> THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,> OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS> WHO
WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.> > SOON ROUND THE WORLD,> THE WOULD PLAY,> AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE> A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.> > THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM> EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,> BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,> LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.> > I COULDN'T HELP WONDER> HOW MANY LAY ALONE,> ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE> IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.> > THE VERY THOUGHT> BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,> I DROPPED TO MY KNEES> AND STARTED TO CRY.> > THE SOLDIER AWAKENED> AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,> 'SANTA DON'T CRY,> THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE;> > I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,> I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,> MY LIFE IS MY GOD,> MY! COUNTRY, MY CORPS.'> > THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER> AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,> I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,> I CONTINUED TO WEEP.>
> I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,> SO SILENT AND STILL> AND WE BOTH SHIVERED FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.> > I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE> ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,> THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR> SO WILLING TO FIGHT.> > THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,> WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,> WHISPERED, 'CARRY ON SANTA,> IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE.'> > ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH,> AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.> 'MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND,!> AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT.'> > This poem was written by a Marine.> > The following is his request. I think it is reasonable.....> > PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor of sending> this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming> soon and some credit is due to our U.S. service men and> women for our being able to celebrate these festivities.> Let's
try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what> we> owe. Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and> dead, who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your> small part to plant this small seed.> > FREEDOM IS NOT FREE GOD BLESS AMERICA> >
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so very sad
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Posted:Oct 24, 2008 12:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 21, 2009 11:47 pm
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Well I have decided im not cut out for my current job. It has been a very stressful few months. I am going to be looking into doing something geared more towards what im in school for. I have been very stressed and sad lately cuz of all the deaths that have been happening at my job. I would be ok if there was time in between but when there is 3 in a two week peroid that is way to much and since im like i am i get way to attached to easily and its really doing a number on me. I hope to find something soon cuz im not sure how much longer i can stay there. Wish me luck and thanks has always for those few of you who read my blogs
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the purpose in life
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Posted:Oct 18, 2008 10:09 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2008 10:25 am
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What is our purpose here ? Does anyone know? I mean are we supposed to go through this life alone? Or will we find that one special person? If we find that special person will we know its them and will they return those feeling? If they dont what do you do ? Do you keep on keeping on as the saying goes or do you wait for them hoping against all hope that they willl notice you for you and finally tell you that they care for you the same way you care for them. I know we go through life touching others hearts some good some bad. Hopefully more good then bad, but i feel some people that you do ( if you do hurt them ) is not what you meant to do at all just things in your life happened and it got them involoved and hurt. But for those you touch in a good way do you think they will remember you later down the road or just know there was someone who did them a kindness in their past. I mean with the job I do it is very hard not to get attached. Makes things very hard when it comes time to let them go. Have had 4 pass in the last 3 months or so and its breaking my heart i get attached to people way to easyly and when something happens like that it is very hard for me to cope with. I know that some in my life understand that and some dont the ones that do i appreciate very much. For those that say sorry for your lose even though some think that ( well you work in the feild you know its going to happen) i may know that but it doesnt make it any easier.
Well anyway any comments would be nice( not sure anyone reads these )
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an update
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Posted:Oct 14, 2008 4:42 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2008 8:53 pm
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This is a bit different then my recent blogs has been a very long and hard weekend. Had yet another person pass at my job. Would have been ok if it went for the fact that I was there when the mortuary came to pick her up. Was handling it ok up until that point. But was hard to see them take her even though i know she is in a better place. I just wish she didnt suffer like she did. She has been doing bad since about June, she just kept getting worse. It was so hard to see her in that state especially towards the end cuz all that she was just flesh and bones. Not eating or drinking nothing. No matter what we did we think she was waiting for her other to come there and tell her it is ok to go. Has i said glad shes in a better place but sure is a hard thing to deal with. Im not sure if i can ever get used to it.
I will write another story soon so dont worry for the those of you who likes them that is.
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shower fun and more
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Posted:Sep 19, 2008 11:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 6:3 pm
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You ask me to come over after work. You know things are very stressful for me and you want to relax me. I knock on your door, when you open the door all is dark in the house just a few candles to lead the way. You take my hand and lead me first to the bathroom where a bath is drawn all nice and warm and bubbly to relax me. You help me get out of my clothes and make sure i make it safely in the bathtub. You then leave me alone for a few min. I close my eyes relaxing and let the water wash my stress away. You come back with even more surpises.My eyes are still closed when i feel something soft and sweet pressed to my lips. "Open your mouth dear" you tell me softly. I do and taste chocolate then the strawberries. I open my eyes and see that you are holding the other end of the strawberry in you mouth. Your eyes smiling the whole time. We both take bites until our mouths touch then its such a deep and sensual kiss that i need to come up for air. You let me breathe for a sec. then we are back to kissing i slowly lean back bringing you with me. Your shirt gets wet cuz your leaning on me with all the bubbles coving my breasts.Your hands start to roam starting with my breasts has we are kissing. Slowly massaging them starting at the base and working your way up. Finally reaching the nipples where you start to gently squeeze and flick with your fingers. I arch further and further out of the tub wanting more of your touch. You pull away and start to take off your clothes going as slow as you can getting me more and more excited. Your finally free of all your clothes and climb in the tub with me. Water spilling over a bit. you lean down and start to suck on one nipple while you massage and play with the other one. Your other hand is carressing the rest of my body slowly moving under the water to the sweet spot.Not missing any part of me. I pull your head has close has i can getting has much of my nipple as i can into your mouth. Gently pulling at your curls and running hands through them. Your other hand has found that oh so tender spot you fingers are slowly making circles and rubbing the clit then they move down further and you work them into me. Fingering me very slow and gentle once in awhile curling to find the spot that will put me over the edge. Getting me oh soo close then stopping. The water has started to cook we both get out, holding hands and go to your room. You lay me down and find a soft cloth that you fold and put over my eyes. Then i feel something oily on my breasts and you start to rub you rub oil all over concentrating on my breast massgeging it in. You rub oil everywhere "turn over " you tell me then feel the oil on my butt and back you spend extra time on my butt and breast taking extra care with them. i then turn back over and you start to finger me again making sure im nice and wet. Has your doing so you have gone back to sucking and licking on my breasts trying to get has much of them in your mouth as you can i come close again and you stop finger me so you can enter me. You slowly enter me filling me and holding still has i cum all over you. Then you start to move in and out making me even more excited. the whole time massageing my breasts and rubbing my clit. My legs are up on your sholders has your going in and out of me. I squeeze and make it hard for you to move each time im coming you feel me squirt and cum all over you. We then switch to doggy you go fast and hard in this postion bringing me to the edge again and again. Then we finish off in the position we started in. You have slowed down and tell me your cumming we cum at the same time. You collopse on me kissssing me and carressing me. WE lay there in each others arms and fall asleep only to wake up later to do all again 
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another short story
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Posted:Sep 12, 2008 12:35 pm
Last Updated:Sep 29, 2008 12:02 am
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laying down on your bed just talking and hanging out. when you lean closer and slowly start to kiss me. Not just a friendly kiss but one of those deep long kisses the kind that take your breathe away. we kiss for a long time has you slowly massage my breasts and arms.You slowly remove my clothes starting with my shirt. Savoring each glimpse you get of skin has you revealed more and more. Next comes the bra. has you remove the bra you kiss all that is exposed settling on the nipple sucking it gently into your mouth. You continue to do so for a long time then move to the other has you are sucking one you are massaging the other one and vise versa. You then stand up and start to remove your clothes offering all you have to me. You come back to me and start to kiss me down my body, finally settling down between that one sweet sensitive spot. Sucking , licking and stroking all the right spots. bringing me higher and higher and then stopping while i come down keeping me right on the edge then finally while I'm on that plateau you slowly enter me, holding yourself there for a bit enjoying how i clamp down on you and squeeze. when that one is done you start to slowly move going in and out oh so gentle. we do this for a long time you going slow and then stopping yet again when I'm close. Then you start again and finally let me release with you at the same moment. Its oh so intense we both collapse and hold each other while our hearts and breathing slow down.
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change for the better?
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Posted:Sep 10, 2008 1:02 am
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2008 10:26 am
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Hmmm well i had a question asked of me this evening/morning. A friend wanted to know if they had changed and if so was it better or worse then what they where before. How do you answer something like that especially if you havent seen that person in quite awhile. I mean life gives you lemons. Its what you do with those lemons that determines what kind of person you are/may become. I relieze this is easier said then done. I'm struggling with it myself, I know i have some good friends who care for me. But they would also like to see me feel good about myself(you know who you are). Which i understand because when i feel bad then i might make them feel bad not intending to do so. Then in the process it doenst really help you,because then you feel bad. LOL i know rambling now. But this question got me thinking do we ever really change for the better or is it just we act like we do and we really dont. Just thinking to much i guess any comments would be kool.
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very sad
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Posted:Sep 3, 2008 12:08 pm
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2008 11:35 pm
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Well for those of you who are not aware i work in an assisted living center for the elderly. I like it most of the time they are all sweet old people who has good stuff to say and comes up with the funniest things at times. But after working 10 yrs or so in the field whether it be with the elderly or handicapped i have come to the relization that im not sure i can do it anymore. Especially since within the last 2 months we have had 3 people pass. I do relize that they are in a better place and that they are with their loved ones who are waiting for them and that they will no longer suffer. But it still doesnt make things very easy. Not sure how much longer i can contnuie to work there. I have been trying to get a clerical job or something technically to advance what im going to school for but that has been a long slow process. I hope to contunie unitl i get the job i want but if anymore die im not sure how i will take it especially since i attach myself to them. (bad thing i know especially in this field ). Well thats all for now will keep you posted and keep all them in your thoughts and prayers
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very upset
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Posted:Aug 9, 2008 11:58 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2008 8:53 pm
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I found out the other day that a family member was found dead. This person has had lots of things going on and was trying to do what was right. He had been very depressed and was on some meds when a so called friend conviced him that they werent doing him any good. He got off of those and then went to Pain meds. He soon reliezed that something wasnt right and tried to check into a hospital to get some help. Well the dr. bacially was rude and wanted to know what the heck he was doing there. This family member checked in on friday and checked out on tues. He was found a couple days later having taken his own life.
I think things would have been so differnt if that friend hadnt convinced him to go off his meds or that the dr. had listened to him when he was trying to get help. Is it possible for the family to accuse the dr. of basically murder for not listen to this person when they asked for help.
Makes you real scared to go to the dr. Will they actually help you when you need it or just blow you off what are we paying so much money and stuff for if they dont even bother to check and make sure what is going on.
Well thats my 2 cents for now i will keep you posted if anything else happens
let me know what you think
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a poem
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Posted:Jul 12, 2008 7:41 pm
Last Updated:Jul 21, 2008 5:50 pm
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Feelings can be hurt
Hearts can be broken
Love is a confusing emotion
With many ups and downs
Sometimes it is a hard thing to figure out
It keep you on your toes being very elusive
True love is a very hard thing to find
If you do don't let go
You may never find that special feeling again
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