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I just need to vent. I received an email here from someone I have never had any kind of contact with that really upset me today. First, he called me honey. I am NOT his honey. Second, he told me black men don't listen to CCR, Bob Seger, and the Eagles, so I should stick top my own race. He told me not to make a mistake that would embarrass my family by dating outside of my race. WHO THE HELL IS HE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO?? WHO IS HE TO TELL ME WHO TO DATE AND WHO NOT TO??? I have no idea who this person is, but he is obviously an asshole. It is white men like him who make me enjoy the company of black men all the more! Thanks for letting me vent. By the way, he was immediately blocked.
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Serious doubts
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Posted:Mar 1, 2012 6:15 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2013 11:42 am
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As some of you know by now, I am in the process of applying for college to receive my Bachelor degree in Veterinary Technology. Just got my transcripts transferred from receiving my two Associates. Went through the requirements and am having serious doubts. I am not stupid--not by a long shot--but I am having serious doubts about doing this. I do not know if I have what it takes. Trig??? Linear Algebra???? Calculus???? Are you kidding me?????? And doing it completely online, I will be alone. I'm out here on my own, no help in site. I don't know if I can go through with it. I must have been crazy to think I could actually do something like this.
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Read before contacting!!!!!
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Posted:Dec 31, 2011 4:07 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2012 1:48 pm
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Maybe it's just me, but lately I have noticed men here do not want to bother to even know your name before meeting. My profile clearly states I am not into one night stands and am looking for FWB situation. Notice the word "friends" come first? Did the definition of FWB change without notification? If they are trying to "hook up" with me at first contact, they must be doing the same to other women. And if they are that indiscriminate, I have absolutely NO INTEREST in having anything to do with them, least of all sleeping with them. They must have the very wrong conception that because this is a sex site, and I am here, I must be a and indiscriminate about who I sleep with. They couldn't be more wrong. I get to know someone before I even consider meeting them. And when I do, it is in a PUBLIC place! I will NOT meet someone at their place or invite a stranger to my home. That is just insane. People who do that are just asking for trouble and get what they deserve. Maybe there are women that don't care who they sleep with--and giving other women like me a bad name for being here--but I am NOT that kind of woman. I deserve so much better and am willing to wait until that comes along. If men here are looking for a quick hit and quit, keep moving. Or go pay for it. Your choice, but do not contact me. You will not like the response you get. And please, PLEASE have more than just a cock pic. They are a dime a dozen and do nothing but turn me off at this point. Be a gentleman and have some class. I am interested in the man it is attached to so much more. If you have a pic of you sexually involved with someone, please do not bother contacting me. Just disgusts me and you will get nowhere with me. I hope this blog post clears up any confusion men may have about me.
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Posted:Dec 12, 2011 3:26 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2012 2:18 pm
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I took my girl Emma in to work today on my day off. I did a dental on her. Doctor was walking by, took a listen to her and found a mitral heart murmur. Not much we can do. It will only get worse. She is also showing signs like she did when she needed her cystotomy two months ago. WE did radiographs and an ultrasound and found no stones. Did find her bladder wall was very thickened. I put her on antibiotics proactively. On top of all that, her left patella is horribly luxating. Some dogs can live with that with no problems. She had problems this morning with it. So now the question for me is: Do I do surgery--which is MAJOR orthopedic surgery--or do I wait until it becomes a major problem for her? It may never become a problem. I'm really worried about her. She still isn't eating tonight. Still gagging after having the endotracheal tube in. Not going to get much sleep tonight.
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Posted:Nov 25, 2011 4:37 pm
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2012 3:07 am
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I am not quite sure what is going on here lately, but what I do know is I deserve so much better. Truly believe this is really not the place for me anymore. I have received some pretty shitty emails from people and it had made me realize that the quality of people has really gone downhill. Maybe I just expect too much out of people. I just refuse to lower my standards. When I first joined this site, I met some VERY decent people. That hasn't happened for quite a while. I have made some decent friends here, but is it enough to take this abuse? I also cannot believe the lies I hear. One day they say they hate this and are going to leave. The next day they update their profile. Do they think I'm an idiot? Or maybe they think I am here because I am desperate enough to accept this behavior. I am neither. I have pretty much given up on finding a "friend" here because the men I am physically attracted to or who pique my interest turn out to be assholes. The guys who show interest in me do nothing for me. I am just so disappointed in most people--here and in the real world. Maybe there is nothing better.
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Posted:Nov 12, 2011 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2011 5:38 pm
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Couple days ago there was a question in the A/L about Joe Paterno and the Penn State scandal. Someone answered by saying something about "childless adults." Yea, her comments pissed me off, and I comment to that effect. However, we all have the right to our own opinion, so I said what I felt and kept on moving. No big deal. Now I get an email from someone I have never had any kind of contact with before saying I do not deserve to be on this earth, God put me here to procreate and if I am not I am a waste, I have no right to NOT have , my and cat do not count, I am a waste of human flesh, and on and on and on. Ok, again, everyone has the right to their opinion. HOWEVER, who the hell does he think he is. First of all, I am an atheist so his argument about God putting me here is mute to me. My and cat doesn't matter???? I care for them more than a lot of "parents" care for their . I cook for them, I feed them, they have their own beds, I discipline when necessary, take them to the doctor's when necessary (Of course I work for 6), and I love them more than life. The only difference is I do not get paid via tax breaks by having them. I have never even once asked anyone to pay for my birth control or had any help paying for it. Where's my reward for being so responsible????? That, and I can leave them alone. I'm sure "parents" do too. Heck, my mother did when I was sick and see had to work when I was a . She left me home with the and knew I would be fine. Different time, different place, though. I never asked for this guy's opinion on anything. How dare he write me something like that. Who the hell does he think he is. I am more of a "parent" than most out there!!!
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Here we go again!!!!
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Posted:Nov 7, 2011 4:26 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2012 5:46 pm
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It seems once one stressor in my life is over or resolved, another one rears it's ugly head! Just took a new job--stressing enough--and the new boss wants me to become a certifiedveterinary technician since the state of Florida does not recognize my national license. OK, so now I have to apply for the exam, have all my college records transferred, prove I am licensed in another state, have my national exam test score transferred, have the application notarized, get a photo taken all before December, 9th. Less than a month. Then I have to get a hotel room (the test is given only in Orlando which is about an hour and a half away, so I will go up the day before), lose the two days of work, hopefully find a hotel that allows pets (I would prefer to bring Emma. Never spent a day/night away from her)and is cheap enough for me to afford. All the while, I need to work full time and find time to study for the exam. I haven't had to study for such an exam in over ten years. I have forgotten a lot in those ten years. I have been looking over the one book I have and I might be in deep shit. The test is on January, 20th. This is insane!!! If I knew Florida did not recognize my national license I would have never moved here.
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Posted:Oct 9, 2011 9:10 am
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2011 11:41 am
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The governor of California just signed the "Dream Act". This is a bill that allows ILLEGAL aliens to receive public funds for college. What is wrong with this picture??? They are ILLEGAL just being in our country!!!!!!!!!!! Does the word illegal mean anything? There are three other states that have similar bills signed already. What the hell is wrong with this country? This country can't take care of Americans--LEGAL citizens, but yet it continues to keep the borders wide open and let these damn illegals take advantage of every cent, loophole, assistance, and benefit that is NOT theirs to have. A woman steps on our land, drops a baby, and the baby is automatically a citizen??? BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!! And I, as a working, legal, born-here citizen am paying for all this shit, but I can't even get health care. This country can't take care of the legals citizens. Why are the continuing to try and pay and take care of the illegals??? Clsoe the damn borders and throw out all the illegals. This country is going to hell because of them.
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Posted:Sep 25, 2011 10:45 am
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2012 3:22 am
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Why do people have to be so rude and degrading to others? I just got home from work to open an email that was so uncalled for. A guy here yesterday emailed me and asked me to tell him what I thought of him and his profile. His profile is filled with "prefer not to say", except for marital status--married. I told him his profile didn't say much and I, like many other women here, do not care for cock pics. I also told him I want nothing to do with a married man. He thanked me for my honesty with another cock pic attached. I responded by saying "why did you send me that pic when I just got done saying I do not like those types of pics?" He responding by emailing me "Sorry. Wrong pic" with a full frontal naked pic!!! WTF???????? I did not respond. Today I get an email from him saying I should be in a convent, that I do not belong here, he understands why I am 43 and single, this is an ADULT SITE so I should stop the 'tude about cock pics, all with abusive language. I couldn't care less what this guy thinks of me. He is nothing but a lying, cheating asshole. Is he pissed because I turned him down??? Like I would lower myself. I am a lady and expect to be treated as such--here, in real life--EVERYWHERE. It costs nothing to be a gentleman. And you will always get so much further with me than being a prick. I have the right to be here just as much as anyone, without that crap. I knew from the first contact I was not interested. I do not need his, or anyone else's crap. I do not deserve it.
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Serious stress today
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Posted:Sep 2, 2011 3:27 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2011 6:05 pm
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I have been up since 3 am seriously stressing. Today Emma, my dog (or better known as "my ") is having major abdominal surgery. She needs a cystotomy to remove bladder stones. She has had surgery before. When I adopted her 4 years ago she needs to have her left eye removed. But that was 4 years ago. She is now approximately 7 years old. The older the animal, the greatest the anesthetic risk.
I have been a licensed veterinary technician for almost 15 years. I have seen it all. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I was holding a 4 month old puppy for the doctor to induce--basically because there was no one available to hold for me to induce. She induced, intubated, and turned the over to prep for surgery and the was dead. Epi, CPR couldn't bring the back.
Another time, a different doctor brought her dog--a 4 year old Boxer-- in. Vomiting. Took x-rays and saw brillo pads in the stomach. I placed a catheter and induced, intubated, preppped and got on the table. 2 doctors doing surgery, an assistant, and me monitoring. 15-20 minutes in I could not hear a heartbeat. The was dead. Necropsy showed no abnormalities. I know "shit happens", but that's not good enough for me. I need a reason. The hardest thing I had to do was to walk into work the next day. I was not blamed in any way for what happened, but still felt I did something wrong. There was no other explanation. I quit that job within a month.
So, here I am faced with doing my own dog--again. Definitely stressing.
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Posted:Jul 7, 2011 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2013 2:43 pm
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Just watched yet another commercial for Latisse. Is there nothing else in the world we could spend our money on other than longer eyelashes??? How vain are people in the world??? We cannot cure cancer, ALS, or Parkinson's, but hey we can look good dying of one of them!!! Hell, we can't even cure the common cold. It absolutely amazes me what some people consider important. Some people are so stuck on themselves. There are so many more important things to spend our money on and time researching! Truly amazing. It's how I feel about the space program. Why spend billions of dollars in outer space instead of right here on earth. We have millions of people losing their jobs, out of work, losing their homes, committing suicide. But we have to go to Mars!!! Just like OUR military. Why the hell should I support them when they aren't doing anything for me????? Let the countries who use them pay them. Pay their salaries. Pay their benefits (which last the rest of their lives). The military is so busy all over the world, all the while this country goes to hell in a hand basket. Other countries want our military? Fine. They pay for it. If not, bring the military home, have them close the borders and find all the ILLEGAL aliens and kick them the hell out. That should have been done YEARS ago. When that mission is complete, get rid of half the damn military. Save a shitload of money. And I wouldn't have to support them. Bad enough I support the god damned ILLEGALS in the damn country. Washington will never do any of that. They don't care. They still have a home. Food on the table. Why should they give a damn????
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Friends
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Posted:Jul 2, 2011 4:15 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2011 6:32 am
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I think it's pretty damn pathetic when a website is more important than someone's friendship. If you have time to be online here, why can't you find the couple seconds it takes to text someone? Email someone? Instant message someone? If you're online here, you're online on messenger. If I am less important than this damn website, then you are not a true friend. Those who know me know I am having and going through as difficult time. Is it that difficult to check on me? To see how I'm doing? If it is, I don't need that kind of person in my life. I deserve better. Everyone deserves a better friend than that because that's not a friend. That's pretty bad to realize you are that insignificant in someone's life. It's so nice to know a website is more important to someone than a real person, who actually cared about that person at one point. Even loved. Great for the self esteem to know you are at the bottom of their priority list, especially when they have been at the top of yours for so long.
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Finally!
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Posted:Jun 20, 2011 4:44 am
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2011 6:26 pm
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Afterover a month of having this kitten, I finally came up with his name! "Wrigley"!!!!!!! I love it! FINALLY! Been driving me nuts! Never had trouble naming an animal before. Watching the Yankee/Cubbies game last night it hit me. FINALLY!
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Posted:Jun 3, 2011 11:22 am
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2013 4:59 am
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Jack Kevorkian died today. May he rest in peace. He was someone I admired for his balls to do what was right. We euthanize animals every day--and for many NOT to end their suffering, but because of divorce, and for the stupidity and irresponsibility of people. Why not euthanize people???? I wholeheartedly believer in what he did. I watched my stepfather suffer with cancer for 13 years. No way in hell will I do that. I will suck a bullet before going through what he did. We euthanize animals for the simple reason of population control. Why not people???? The word "euthanize" means "good death". Sometimes it's better than the life we are living.
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