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One of my Most Memorable Times
Posted:Aug 29, 2011 7:52 am
Last Updated:May 20, 2024 10:21 pm
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One summer afternoon after work, I decided to stop for a cold beer at a local bar. When I went in there were only two guys at the bar, one at one end talking to the bartender and a second on the other end mid way to the other end. While drinking my beer, the bartender went back to the guy he was talking to. When I was almost done with my beer, the guy on my other side, called the bartender over and bought a couple more beers for each of us.

I thanked him and as the bartender returned to his previous place, the other guy moved closer to me and started some small talk. By the time we were on our third glass, he said that he lived a few block away and liked to party. He said he was going to get a six pack and asked if I would like to join him. I agreed and followed him to his place.

When we went in, I was a little surprised because there was no furniture and only a mattress in the bedroom. After coming out of the kitchen with a couple of cold beers, he started to take off all his cloths and asked if I would like to do the same and get comfortable, which I did.

While we sat on the floor, we started stroking and playing with each others cock. He then told me that he liked to be abused, not only verbally but physically. He commenced to suck my cock which I couldn’t refuse and filled his mouth with my seed. After a long kiss with a lot of tongue action, I was really turned on and hooked.

We went into the bedroom and he had me tie his hands behind him. He told me that he wanted me to abuse his slut and had me work him over with my belt. I had never played this way with a guy but found it very stimulating. He said that he loved sucking men’s cock and that he needed to be punished for being such a . I have never experiences CBT with anybody but the more he had me do to him, the more that we both got turned on. He had me stick the beer can opener in his pee hole and twist it hard. I would abuse his cock and nipples until tears were in his eyes, then I would suck his cock hard and then abused him some more. I don’t know how many times I shot my load into his mouth, but each time it felt better than the last.

I finally sucked his cock while pulling, squeezing, and twisting his balls until he came. He didn’t cum hard but what he gave was good and I severed with pleasure. By this point, my cock was once again hard as a rock, but I didn’t think I could cum again. He wanted me to fuck his ass and I savagely did so. I didn’t think I had any more man juice in me, but I managed to fill him with my seed. He didn’t want me to go, but I was spent and filled with mixed emotions of pleasure and guilt.

I remembered where he lived and his car and returned several time after that, but never found him for another party. I have hooked up with several men since then, but never with a guy that enjoyed that type of pleasure. I know that there are several others on the site that enjoys that type of play, and hopefully one day I will find another like him for a fuck buddy.
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One of my memorable and regretful experiences.
Posted:Aug 28, 2011 2:21 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2011 5:43 pm
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Years ago, my job required me to be fit and did not condone bi or gay lifestyle. To make matters worse, I was married and a family man. At this point, I had put on a few pounds and wanted to sweat if off. I found a local team bath in my area but did not realize that it was a gay men’s bath house. With all innocent thoughts and intentions, I was sitting in the steam room on the top step, when an older man sat down just below me. I felt a little uneasy when he kept looking under my towel but then he reached up and took hold of my cock. I was so scared but yet turned on by his actions. He finally leaned over and took my cock into his mouth and how good it felt. After that first time, I kept returning with the thought that I was only sweating off a few pounds, but in fact enjoyed the man to man contact. On one of my subsequent visits, I got a room and on the way back and forth to the steam room, one of the employees kept walking by looking and was very friendly. After some time, he followed my back to my room and while I was unlocking the door, he said “you look like you could use a good massage and rub down”. I agreed and accepted his invitation. He started on my back and legs, and was very gentle massaging between my thighs and ass. It felt so good I couldn’t help getting a hard on when he turned me over on my back. Upon noticing the effect that he was having on me, he really started working me over good. When he started sucking my cock, I really started to have trouble controlling myself. It was then that he took my hand and placed it on his cock. It felt so good and big and it wasn’t even hard yet. At that point, I couldn’t help myself and exploded in his mouth. He took every drop I had to offer and afterwards, he told me that he was off duty and lived close by. He asked me if I would like to come over and watch some porn and play. I wanted to go so bad, but was scared to death, and made an excuse that I had to leave. I always have regretted my not taking him up on his offer. Although I was very inexperienced, I’m sure he would have been a good teacher and patient with me, not to mention the pleasure we would have both enjoyed. If I could only turn the clock of time back. He had such a beautiful cock.
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The Ramblings of an Older Bi-Guy
Posted:Aug 27, 2011 2:51 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2024 10:21 pm
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I have read and commented on several other people’s blogs, but have never attempted one myself. I’m not sure where to start or where it will lead me, but as the title says, The Ramblings of an Older Bi-Guy.

For a little background, I have been married a few times but most of my adult life. I love young slender, petite women, but as the years have taken it’s toll, and that love seems to be one sided. I lived the majority of my life as a masculine straight male, but through the years, had several encounters with other men. At first I had a difficult time struggling with the idea that I might be gay, but kept returning to the pleasures of other men. Each time it became easier and I became more venturesome.

After retiring and becoming a widower, the solitude of once more being single but older, has caused me to reflect on my lifestyle and desires. At my age now, I know that I can’t attract the women that I like and not sure if I could, wither I would want anything more than a sexual encounter. Living with another person and the moods and attitudes, becomes more difficult as time goes on.

Now I have learned to take a more open minded attitude toward my sexual pleasures. I find myself questioning wither I am now more gay than bi. I still like looking at a beautiful woman and fantasizing, but have come to realize having sex with another man can be very stimulating and gratifying. At least with other men, there is no emotional attachment or games, just sexual pleasure. I thing getting it on with another guy is so much easier once you get over the hang ups of man to man sex. I know what I like and feels good, so when I apply that for another guy it seems so easy and gratifying for both of us. I have also found that with guys, we are more open to expressing our sexual pleasures and gratification.

With all that said, it still seems to be difficult to find other like minded individuals to hook up with. Either because of distance, places to play, or my biggest fear, STD, it seems harder than years past to hook up. Since becoming a member of HotMatch.com & ALT, there has been more opportunities, but for those of you who have tried to connect, except my apologies. The desire is still there, but still being in the closet, places to play, and the STD fear is always present. For those of you that this apology is intended, hopefully another opportunity will arise.

For those of you who have taken the time to read this blog, thank you for your patients and I hope I have not bore you to death with my ramblings. Not knowing how this blog will be received, but as time goes on I may reminisce of some of my more memorable exploits and fantasies.

Any and all comments will be appreciated and replied to if possible.
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