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Reflections about adult relationships.
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High heel sandal fetish
Posted:Oct 8, 2012 11:28 am
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2016 10:54 pm
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Since I was eight years old, high heel sandals have always made me sit up and take notice. I discreetly scope them out every chance I get, in person or online. Strappy sandals are my fave, and slides are close behind. Not that I don't love all kinds of high heels, but my true fetish is the sandals, especially with little or no platforms. In fact, year before last, I started watching foot job videos on various porn sites. The barefoot foot jobs are nice, but an open toed heel job is something I hope to get sometime. So if anyone in the Fresno, CA, area is game, let's start talking.
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Single for a Year
Posted:May 23, 2014 12:33 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2015 8:11 pm
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This May 29 is the first anniversary of my ex breaking up with me. It was the worst breakup ever. Since then, she's had three boyfriends, the most current of whom is now shacked up with her. The first three or four months were the worst, but I survived. I still think of her and kind of wish it had worked out, but what's the point?

Once in awhile we message each other on Facebook, where she and her new boyfriend have declared their love relationship and added pix of them cuddling and kissing. I blocked him and almost unfriended her. In the last couple of months, we hardly communicate, and even then it's Facebok Messenger. She now Pokes me multiple times a day, and lately, I've waited usually a bit longer to Poke back. I might not Poke her again until Memorial Day or Eve.

The realization that there's a guy sharing her bed every night that I used to share with her, even when she was in between boyfriends, is kind of surreal. I hope her 11-year-old has no problem with him, or she'll be single again soon. She might be anyhow. More later.
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Recently heartbroken
Posted:Jun 10, 2013 11:54 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2013 11:30 pm
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Wednesday before last, my latest girlfriend came over in tears and dumped me. She said she knew I tried hard to deal with her Apsergers 's issues but that I just wasn't strong enough. Don't get me wrong, he became very attached to me. She said she'd been thinking about leaving me over this for a couple of weeks. A few days later she tells me that by then she started seeing another guy. She told me she'd always loved me but that we'd never get back together. It's been so hurtful since the breakup. She tells me to give it time.

I don't know if or when I'll open myself up again.Only time will tell. I don't think neither of us have had a very long relationship with anyone. Seems the more wonderful the relationship, the worse the heartbreak when it ends. At least now I can have some fun without cheating on anyone, though!
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Transgender Curiosity
Posted:Dec 4, 2012 7:03 pm
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2012 11:44 pm
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Some of us who love karaoke will try out pretty much any karaoke venue in town. Me and some of my friends sometimes go to two local gay bars that have karaoke, regardless that we're straight. Many of the clientele are supportive and have a love of life. On one trip to a gay bar for karaoke, a friend of mine told me that one of the transgender guys who lives as a woman told him hi in a flirty, soft voice. In fact, I saw the TG on a later trip go up to my friend and tell him (s)he was leaving. Last night, the same TG came to the gay bar where we did karaoke. He asked my friend how he'd been, and he got real close, as if they were gonna kiss.

On the way home, my friend told me that he still considered himself straight, but we agreed that some drag queens and transgenders did look hot, as long as they were feminine. My friend then mentioned that he "just for the hell of it" had a few fantasies about the TG, since (s)he made an attractive-enough woman. He even said he may have let the TG kiss him just out of curiosity. That's cool with me, as everything isn't black and white.

It all vaguely reminds me of a female friend of mine who seemed to feel like she was between a rock and a hard place because she was attracted to a gay man who was her lover for awhile. Mutual friends said he called himself a faggot who enjoyed a little pussy once in awhile. Some people have labeled him "confused," but, again, everything isn't black and white. It doesn't necessarily constitute an identity crisis, even if it sounds like one.
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Haven't seen her in three decades
Posted:Dec 19, 2011 1:09 am
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2012 11:22 am
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This seekend, I went with three relatives to a wedding in my dad's side of the family. Some of the attendees were people I hadn't seen in anywhere from 17 to 29 years. One, I met in the mid-'70s. She's related to the wife of one of one of my uncles, and I always remember what a sweet girl she was. Well, there she was at the wedding! Couldn't believe it. Hardly recognized her. She told me I looked handsome, and I told her she looked nice too. at one point when everyone was hugging or shaking hands and saying, "Peace be with you," she hugged me and said, "Peace be with you, love." Needless to say, I really liked that!

So at the reception, I made it a point to sit by her, but she got up and gave her seat to my grandma. I decided when we were ready to leave to at least tell her good night. I just asked her if she was on Facebook, and awhile ago I looked her up there and sent her a few messages and a friend request.

Since I saw her this weekend, I started fantasizing about sex with her. I would love to just make out with her and go from there. It would be nice to 69 with her, tasting her sweet juices. Suck those full tits of hers and make her moan in ecstasy. Put it in and pump her till we come together. Maybe take a shiwer together and do it all over again.

Either way, I'll at least see her on Facebook for now.
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Some of the testimonials are hilarious!
Posted:Dec 13, 2011 7:03 pm
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2012 7:04 pm
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Some of the testimonials make me laugh out loud. Like these guys who talk about the female member's skills. Or about how they're gonna fuck her again. Of course, we know the testimonials have to be approved by the recipient, so that gives us an insight into the recipient's standards.

I once left a testimonial myself. Not sure if leaving testimonials for other members would be worth it, or if the testimonial I did leave was. Either way, the testimonials are a hilarious laugh riot! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
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