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Phun Phantasms
 
I like to blog about my hookups and things here to help me process them. I won't use names, and no one has to know who I hooked up with. But know that I will likely blog about it because writing gives me the control I need over my mind.
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Dude, Really? WTF?
Posted:Jul 6, 2010 1:08 am
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2010 12:13 am
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After leaving the Long Awaited Man's place, I picked up Studs and the and drive back home. For about 2 days I had been chatting with this seriously HOTTT young pup who seemed very interested in meeting me. He was over-the-top pushy, now that I look back on it, but he always responded well to my schedule for the most part and because he was amazingly HOTTT I figured I would go ahead and hook up with him.

Studs, the ever present guardian of Fluffy (LOVE YOU BABE)dropped me off. The Young Pup had asked me to bring libations so we could "have fun." Wasn't sure what it meant but it turned out to be my downfall. Stupid Fluffy. But that is what is known as foreshadowing and I should prolly get on with the story.

Anyway, so he told me to be there by 2230 hours, not a minute later. Turns out I was there at exactly the right time. He had requested that I walk in the door, take off my shirt, and let him suck my tits first thing. I did.....took off my blouse and he took my breast in his hand and my nipple in his mouth and it was gooooood. He tried them both before we headed to the shower.

We undressed and I climbed into the then-cold shower. He followed when it warmed up and he kept telling me how awesome my tits are and he would lick them and suck them and caress them. He made me feel beautiful and appreciated. We washed up and he asked me to bend over.....I did and he fingered me and rubbed me from clit to ass and back.....oh my goodness it felt amazing. We got out of the shower and toweled dry and headed toward the liquor....

So he couldn't find any clean tumblers so we decided to drink straight out of the bottles. He told me how hot it was that I had walked in and broken the ice with a little tit sucking. I couldn't get over how amazingly hot HE was.....all of his tattoos complemented his form. His appearance was not unlike an angel - beautiful to look at and perfectly balanced. And I thought he was a nice guy too - he had listened when I had said I was shy and needed a gentle lover.

For three hours we took shots and fucked. He moved around a lot but I remember how he tasted - uncut cock tastes different from circumcised FYI - and he tasted clean and large. LOL He liked to hold his cock when I sucked it - wouldn't let me perform my art on his cock which was sad - I suck amazing cock.

We talked, we laughed, we fucked. It was so amazing that I didn't feel self conscious at all and he seemed to be totally into me. He left the room for a while cuz our phones were going crazy with texts and things.....and I knew I was wasted then. I hadn't had a drink in an hour or so but I was feeling more and more drunk and tipsy as the seconds passed.

He came back in and we got back into the sex......I don't remember how long it was but I began to feel nauseated. I mentioned it and he sent me to the bathroom. I vomited twice, then felt like shit emotionally - how could I let myself get this wasted? I have only once ever been wasted enough to vomit - and it was because I was being fed drinks and didn't pay attention. So i started to clean up after myself.

What kind of guest was I? How could I let this get so bad?

The Young Pup then threw my phone at me and ordered me to call Studs. He wasn't even tipsy - he had drunk more than me, too. So I texted studs to come get me and I asked Young Pup for bathroom cleaner. I couldn't leave his bathroom a mess no matter HOW wasted I was. He was curt and annoyed and really quite mean to me, even though I was offering to clean up. It was then that I began to see how shitty he was as a person.

He barely said 2 words to me as I gathered my things and got ready to leave. When Studs showed up, the Pup wouldn't even get the door for me. Studs....my rock and the best man in the whole world.....helped me down the stairs and took me home. I don't remember much about our conversations and stuff, but I felt like absolute shit emotionally. How could this have happened? WHAT just happened? Is the Pup mad at me? Why?

So the next day I sent him a playful text to test if we were ok. Yeah no we weren't ok. He was being a complete jackass. Mean, rude, insulting - everything that I assumed a sexxy, hottt, young man would be (but he had hid it well when he wanted me). It made me feel even worse. I went into a funk and didn't wanna come out of it.

I know its just a hookup but I don't leave hookups feeling bad. I don't care what happens - he cums too soon, I inadvertently injure myself or him, etc.....I have never left a hookup with a bad taste in my mouth. But this Young Pup - holee shite. It was as if I killed his and ran over his mom or something. WAY overreacting. We had amazing sex for 3 plus hours.....and he hates me cuz I barfed. What. The. Eff. Shit happens, dude. Suck it up, be a man, and have some goddamn compassion.

Makes me wonder if he kicks retarded cuz they can't talk the same way he does. Or runs over dogs because they are in his way. Honestly, the self-centered, disrespectful, shit-faced perv comes off so sweet and handsome but is really a festering pile of shit underneath. Who would DO that?!? Kick someone out who is obviously too wasted to do anything?!? I couldn't even walk straight!!!

So Sunday evening in the chat room, he stumbles upon me asking advice about it - since I am insecure. He gets defensive and is a complete asshole in the room. But I am such a sap that I try to get back on his good side and he made fun of me. I was admitting fault (I was tired, forgot SNRI meds, and hadn't eaten in 6 hours so I got drunk quick) but i just kept feeling horrible about myself.

Enough with the self-pity, Fluffy. I have decided I am gonna grab my cajones from my purse, and wear em with pride as I say that this Young Pup needs to learn his lesson.

Problem is, my profile was suddenly erased or put on probation. I strongly believe it wasn't a coincidence. I think maybe Young Pup was pissed enough that he wanted me out of his way. But he obviously has no idea who he is messing with - Fluffy is well known and well liked in the chat rooms, and I have many many friends who can not only vouch for me but will stick up for me.

I am thankful for my friends. And I hope that this Young Pup will learn how to respect that other people have needs and wants as well. And to grow some compassion. What a jerk.
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The Long Awaited Man
Posted:Jul 6, 2010 12:35 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:3 am
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After I left the park with the Gentle Man last Saturday, I hung out with an old friend for a few hours. I had made arrangements to hook up with a guy I met on this site 4 years ago and had never been able to schedule a hookup with. We had chatted on and off over the 4 yrs and simply never lost touch - even after Studs and I quit the Lifestyle for a few years. So now that we are back in....well, I wanted my Long Awaited Man!!

I left my friend's house and headed over to his place - fortunately right down the road. He greeted me, we sat on the couch and we talked for a few minutes to break the ice. It's nice to be able to break the ice with sex.....but it isn't all that great when you are coming from a long drive and he is in the middle of cleaning his place! Kinda have to get in the mood, right? And his cute doggie was just giving me all sorts of kisses (i love dogs).

So he made the first move by giving me a little back rub.....which turned into me leaning into his arms and we kissed a little. The little kiss became firmer and more passionate. His hands reached for my breasts and my hand slid into his crotch and I felt the elusive trouser snake awaken. Sliding my hands over his cock, with his tongue in my mouth, we decided it was time to move into the bedroom.

We began to undress each other and when I took off my pants, I fell to my knees and began to perform fellatio on him. My Long Awaited Man really seemed to enjoy the tongue lashing his cock was receiving.....he was large enough that I was unable to put his whole length in my mouth even though I tried so hard!! My hands slid around his balls as my tongue and lips wrapped around his cock and slid on and off. My tongue massaged his cock to the point that I could tell from the noises he was making that he was becoming close to cumming. But I had to feel him inside me - I didn't wait 4 years to go without!!

He slid onto the bed and I hopped on top of him. His cock slid against the sides of my pussy effortlessly and oh so sensually....I could feel the walls have to give tremendously to accomodate him. I don't know when I have ever been that wet for a man other than Studs. Seriously. I remember exclaiming "Wow I wish we hadn't waited all this time" and shortly thereafter he came. It felt so good to feel a cock throbbing in my pussy.....

Although the visit was over way too soon (I was on a schedule and so was he - had to be a quickie) it was MORE than worth being behind schedule by a half hour to have sex with the Long Awaited Man. I hope I have him again for sure....
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The Gentle Man
Posted:Jul 6, 2010 12:21 am
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2010 1:13 am
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This past weekend was pretty fun and amazing. We are moving from CO to TX and so we are really busy but I had a few 'loose ends' to tie up - LOL really. I don't generally hook up much but I have made a lot of friends and I do love sex......so I made some plans with a few friends to hook up.

So I was staying in a hotel Friday night (long story - husband was flying home from TX to help the and I move to TX and his flight was early and I didn't wanna have to wake up WAY early to drive the 2 hours to the airport) and decided to meet some friends at a meet. Never made it there but I did get to chatting with some other people that couldn't make it and made a plan to have one of the men come to my room and we could play. So I waited. And waited. Aaaaaand waited. Oi Veh where could he BE?!? I waited for 3 hours before falling asleep. Turns out he had gotten a flat tire and hadn't written my number down. Shite.

BUT on the positive side, I got a few hours sleep and so when I picked Studs up from the airport, we went back to the hotel and had massive amounts of sex until the very moment we had to check out. I was sticky in every orifice due to the sex. And he was amazing - I was afraid he would suffer from priapism but his erection eventually went down. And I was VERY satisfied.....

So after Studs went off to play with our (whom he hadn't seen in weeks and weeks due to being out of town) at a water park (water parks gimme the willies), I went ahead and contacted a guy I had been meaning to hook up with at the meet Friday night. We eventually found a place to just hang out in the Denver Tech Center and just lay down on a blanket under a tree for a few hours.

He eventually slid my blouse off of one breast and began to tease my nipples. It was hard to concentrate - my nipples are my biggest erogenous zone. I tried to focus on our discussion (something about tattoos and being honest and things)but it was HARD. My nipples were firm and my cootch was wet and getting wetter. I had thankfully worn undies that didn't get all gross with wet puss....lol...since we couldn't just rip my panties off in downtown denver.

His fingers were wonderful - didn't hurt me at all. And since my nips are hyper sensitive, that says a lot about this gentle man. I was trying hard not to writhe under his touch.....but i certainly wiggled a bit and "changed position" on the blanket a few times. My eyes that had been looking up through green leaves at blue sky and fluffy clouds were closed to focus on the magic happening under my clothes. He even played with my nips with his tongue and mouth and lips.....and the breeze floating by made it even more heavenly.

The gentle man's fingers slid into my pants to see how wet I was. He slipped them between my lower lips and stroked my second most sensitive erogenous zone. Only once did he slide across my clitoris too harshly.....but when I gasped in pain he stopped and then became even more gentle. He pulled his fingers out and tasted them......then let me taste. I taste sweet. As usual, but always yummy.

We discussed how nice it would be for him to let his beast out of the cage, as it were. I had been stroking the swelling in his pants for some time now and I was anxious to taste it. We casually stood up and packed our things into my truck.....then climbed in ourselves. He sat down in the back seat and I pulled off his pants....wow. The gentle man's cock was fully engorged and looked just so yummy. I started by stroking it but couldn't keep my mouth off of it for long. I began to slide my tongue along the cock shaft, swirl it around the head, and place his entire cock into my mouth and lick his balls when I got deep. This continued for some time while he made the sweetest noises of ecstacy. He was so cute when he told me he was getting close to exploding.....I had told him I wanted to swallow everything he had to give me. No muss, no fuss I said. So the more he moaned, the deeper I went, and the more I worked my tongue around his magnificent cock.

As his cum splashed against the back of my throat and his hips shoved his cock deep into my throat, I heard my favorite sound - happy, satisfied man. I wiped my mouth and we got out of the truck and shot the shit a bit more before we both had to go.

But My day wasn't over!!! (next post)
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