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Blogs > SusieSunshine94 > My Blog

U don’t c me anyways  

SusieSunshine94 31F
48 posts
11/17/2020 7:28 pm
U don’t c me anyways
How The inside of me lives everyday
The way my minds constantly n disarray
The decisions I make leave me n constant dismay
How I keep demons constantly at bay

It may all b n my mind
My heart is shattered
My life has been so short yet it’s broken n tattered

Stuck n a spot where my brain refused to still grow
Maybe it was all the excessive drinking or blow
And all those years I fooled myself into thinking I still had a youthful glow
Always fighting the current refusing to ever go with the flow

All my life has been a giant waste this I now know

Draining the ones I love so fast
Their energy time money n affection never was gonna last
I take n I take n I never give back
Physically and verbally I start to attack
Until I break u down to ur core
N make u hate me more n more

Sorry just needed to vent but didn’t kno where else to post this. I don’t want my family and friends on Fedbook to worry about Me or ask what’s wrong. If it’s not what ur expecting or ur style pls leave mean or negative comments to urself. Fr. Pls. Thanks guys.

S. Sunshine

S. Sunshine ☀️


docjohnson9 61M  
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2 posts
11/22/2020 2:50 pm

 dang girl, your life has not been a waste...I'm sure there are people in your life that care, you may just not see it. I'd rather not talk to you on your blog, for everyone to see, message me and we'll talk. I sort of know where you are coming from...but i can promise you it will get better.


Leegs2012 51M
96137 posts
12/9/2020 4:37 pm

 You are very witty and pretty. You write words from your heart and soul. I have been down too. Hang in there, these times will pass.


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