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Blogs > rm_1realdarlin > My Blog

Humiliation and Pain  

rm_1realdarlin 54F
372 posts
11/7/2007 2:42 am

Last Read:
11/16/2011 7:48 am
Humiliation and Pain
I could get on here and bitch about men and go off on how much of an asshole they are but thats not what caused my pain and humiliation tonite.

What caused it was a man that was honest with me and told me i wasnt his type.

I however wish he would have realized that in seeing my pics and me telling him im no small girl. I never lie to someone about that, im sure my pics dont tell it all but i have never lied to someone when asked.

I drove all the way across town to meet this man at a very undecent hour, all the while talking to him on the phone. Which we had been on the phone for maybe close to an hour before that so i dont think it was my personality he wasnt attracted to?

Its not in him telling me this thats caused my pain and humiliation but in the fact that i kinda figured as much on my way but well i had hope.

Did i hope he woulda just fucked me then never spoke to me again, not really but that wouldnt have hurt so bad.

Another cute guy that im attracted to but they arent to me is just the norm for me lately.

Whats truly caused the pain and humiliation tonite is the fact that i know im in control of how i look and how big or small i am. I so wanna be thinner and be able to get the kinda guy i want and i know how to achieve that so whats my problem? Whats it gonna take to get me that motivated again, tonite??
SweetLoadInKC 53M

11/7/2007 3:48 am

 Sorry that happened to you. I'm quite sure that he doesn't know what he's missing out on.

Good luck to you!


rugger19712 52M

11/7/2007 4:18 pm

 Darlin,

Won't be like that on 11/16-18. You have my word on it.


Sabrina73072 52F

11/9/2007 1:53 pm

 1 Real I love you just the way you are. FUCK HIM, if he looks just at body and not for who you really are. I agree that he missed out on knowing you for who you are.

Kisses babe
daddy's girl

Sabrina


rm_1realdarlin 54F
79 posts
11/10/2007 9:08 am

 Thank you everyone! Rugger you are one hot ass man i cant wait!! Sabrina thank you, coming from someone that knows me . Sweetload i appreciate that


rm_eaglelover55 69M

11/15/2007 2:49 pm

 Well I think you are a good looking lady. Just my two cents.
I would go out with you.
This guy sounds like he is just too full of himself.


macray32 51M

12/27/2007 1:20 am

 hi I like big women I have seen you in person and you are not big but you still look really good give me the time of day some time ok


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