Reset Password
Reset Link Sent
| Blogs > misstressmckayla > Men Dealing with Fakes on AFF |
an eX marks the spot in my heart where I died
|
an eX marks the spot in my heart where I died Misled on a roller coaster ride of Good n Bad times. For you, my heart raced a wild goose chase. Blinded by love, i gave you my all, and My Heart bled its last beats for you. All the while,you smiled as i lay wounded,in pain,suffering,struggling. Breathe-in was the blood i bled. Cock got stiffer, quicker, bigger then it ever did,you stuck it in,deep,u did.And danced to the fast-paced rhythm, beats of my panic, you fucked me good. With every thrust of you,a grasp of air, i took. With every stroke of you,life i'd loose but still kept on loving you, In the throws of passion. Up till your gyrating pelvic thrusts slowed,Down till the very end twitches o' both our bodies,lastly given. I LOST! For the life of me, love Costed. Broken hearted hardly breathing my heart bled its last beats for you. an eX marks the spot in my heart where I died for you. Sorry yall for seeming so sappy lately.. I was caught up in a love triangle so bizarre and crazy that took me out of my slutty and kept me insanely busy keeping me crazy. Both playing the "He did it he put fiberglass in and cut up your clothing, no he did it he put metal shavings in your tanning lotion" game, and when all said and done they get to walk away while im left to pick up the broken pieces. Literally broken pieces of glass or mirror in my bedding. This unrealistic nightmarish of relations lasted almost the 1 and a half year or so, ive been M.I.A from this site, i wasted on them. So with nowhere to run and hide and no one i'd want, seeing me crying, i was alone. And only had the art of poetry, and the gift of song, to turn to. And there it sadly began a new life in me. A new love of past times were given me. Pen in hand i'd write or type any and everything that came to mind. Even when it didn't make sense at times. Makes no matter difference is because it was ALL MINE. self expressions of depressions became sessions of life learned lessons. And so i I bought a guitar and currently openmindedly willing the right to speak through a song.. which ive written a few to the tune of my sad and lonely troubling woes of gloom. and a happy song of weed and i dont even smoke that stuff,lol ,go figure. anyways as i was saying sorry my mind is so hard to control,its like being pulled apart in many directions spread too thinly. so yeah ill be putting up post of poetry or writings of thoughts or feelings,truths be told,behold,self worth believing. and hey online wanna be grammar coaches and teachers. Wanna fuck off ,loose the snoot off your Tease to dictionary, know it alls is all you are, Why should some ones intelli-lack luster cluster fuck hold so much effected stress on the chopper of chops,ball breaking nut buster that of you? Nose upright so uptight and intellectually insecure are we? "The point" is what should be the heart of matter. so before u wish to teach me a thing or two on proper english literature. Which ill gladly pay for,only after you go to the does it look like I GIVE A FUCK school. See I did, graduated and currently in I Don't Give a Fuck U-niversity. speaking of which....yeah this is where i'm at..... the two ex's ago mark the day my pain needs to be fucked away! Cum and get it Boys! i don't care what people think,i am that slut. they can judge me all they want because ill be the one last laughing with cum dripping out of my mouth knowing that im getting more than enough of my fair share of cum. Greedy Bitch that's me...abadee---abadee , ttttthats all folks! |
|||||
|
I commend you for getting your feelings out. I takes a very strong person and soul to be able to admit being hurt. It's the first step to recovering from your affliction. I'm sorry to hear that you have a had a rough go but we all must travel the path that is set for us. Fighting that path will only be futile and enrage you deep within. I'm happy that you could take a step back from your situation and find an outlet for the feelings you hold. Good luck with your journey and if our paths ever do cross I wait and anticipate that day.
| ||||
8/2/2011 11:57 pm |
you are freaking gorgeous hun! its always on to the next one! you can always take it out on me through angry sex  hehe!
| ||||
|
mmm hi baby please come back to play with me and i will do all you like !!! HotMatch.com xxx
| ||||
|
this woman gave me sooooo much pleasure in the past she is really a topper !!!!! and i love her wet horny mouth mmmmm well respect her cause there ain't better !
| ||||
|
Kayla Sorry to hear about this. I wish you the very best and hope you come out of this pretty soon. Good luck. Alltoogood
| ||||
8/15/2011 12:29 pm |
Its a shame this person didn't cherish you like you deserve...but such is life and love these days...back when I believed that love wasn't a losing game I trust my heart to another and had it crushed as well...I, too, wrote lots of poetry to express my many confused feelings...I also listened to lots of music and happened upon a singer/songwriter named Amanda Kravat...some of her music was featured in an independent film called "Fall" and her song "Green (you can't touch me)" is still a very heart rending tune for me...check it out sometime...in the meantime, keep writing, strumming, crying, fucking, etc till you get him out of you heart and mind...you rock...!!! Mike
|
Become a member to create a blog
