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Damn...I Did It Again...Almost
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Damn...I Did It Again...Almost In my current bored and unfulfilled state I began a conversation with a married men. How many times have I said (and written blog posts) that I wasn't going to do that anymore?? He seemed like a relatively nice guy and said his marriage was pretty much an open one, which whether or not that was true, I figured what the heck I'd meet him. I was due for some much needed excitement and sex. First we met for lunch, which went pretty well. After a couple days of pretty consistent texting we decided to meet for a drink (I had actually considered inviting him over, instead of going out but my was home.) Pretty heated political discussion over drinks, but I was still feeling an attraction and curiosity about having sex with him. And of course, he was up for sex from the get-go...not that there's anything wrong with that. We made plans to meet at my place the next afternoon to consummate our "relationship". Then as we were leaving the restaurant he ran into someone he knew. They spoke for a short while and we then hurried out the door. He made a comment to me that being seen probably wasn't the best thing, He confirmed our upcoming tryst and said better not hug or kiss goodbye just in case we were being watched. We walked opposite directions to get into our cars and as I arrived at mine I said to myself WTF, why can't I seem to remember situations like this is one of the reasons I vowed to avoid married men? I'm not complaining that he wronged me in any way or tried to deceive me. I am not declaring him a jerk. Because he is not. I just know that being with a man, even if he's just a fuck buddy who has to constrain his behavior when he's out in public and look over his shoukder just in case there may be somone watching is not a turn on to me...it's a turn off. Any desire I had to hook up was gone. Needless to say he is trying to change my mind, but it's not going to happen. No moral to this story. Just an example of what happens when I don't stick to my convictions.  |
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He was almost a very lucky guy  When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.
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Stay true to yourself. Nothing good comes from cheating.
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