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Monkey pack him rizla pon the sweet dep lin  

40Deuce 46M
4633 posts
1/14/2019 6:05 pm

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1/18/2019 5:51 pm

Monkey pack him rizla pon the sweet dep lin


I realized something about myself today - which is always nice even when it's not something "good" . Self discovery and all that . very jealous of my time for someone who doesn't do much . I don't show it of course being a good Midwesterner (and I would NEVER say anything about it) but whenever I have to take an hour or two after work with help someone with something I really kind of resent it . I like to get on the treadmill at 4 so I have some time in the evening ergo anything that upsets my schedule throws me off .

I realize I say this in a blog which is clearly the biggest waste of time possible and that other people in the world have much less time than I , but it doesn't change the way I feel .

I was listening to a podcast with Kristen Bell (you were right BTW she was raised Catholic but she's not super Christian anymore) and she was being all bubbly and positive about working on yourself and changing and etc. etc. and I wonder what it all means . Should I try to be less selfish about my free time ? Would that make me happier ?

I feel like there's a lot of mixed messages about being yourself . I mean is someone legitimately is an asshole shouldn't they just be that way ? Other people not liking it isn't supposed to effect how you act right ? I mean you may have to make compromises if you don't want the kind of life you get when you're an asshole but if that's what you are isn't that kind of just what you are ?

It's hard to say .

I was watching the football yesterday and I heard something I have NEVER heard before on a football broadcast . A player got injured and one of the announcers said that so and so was out of the game due to an injury "which we won't show here because you don't to see that" . I was DUMBFOUNDED . 100% of the time up until how anything a player gets injured they show a replay in slow motion of their legs or arm or whatever snapping like a twig at least three times - way more if it someone "important" .

It's something I have never understood and I hope this means it's on the way out . What kind of circus animal wants to watch someone get injured ? Also surprised that someone doesn't break their leg on like 50% of all running plays . There's a bunch of dudes all smashing into each other and then collapsing in a pile - with the dude in the middle get bent all every which way . always surprised when they all just get up and are fine . Well not fine , in 20 they won't be able to go up stairs , but you know what I mean .

In the New England game there was a buxom woman wearing a t-shirt that said "Pats Sacks" and when the Patriots got a sack she unzipped her heavy winter coat to display said shirt and the camera was right there . I guess this was prearranged ? I can't imagine how else they would have picked her out of the crowd at that moment so quickly .

The titty woman is a pretty rare shot on a football broadcast but there was a time in the NBA where it was ubiquitous . It got so bad in some Lakers games after every LA made shot they'd cut to some titty women jumping for joy . It was off-putting . I did wonder at times if some , if not all , of them were plants because are there really that many titty women who love the NBA ? Maybe they were all player's girlfriends .

It was brought to my attention that I screwed up the minister's cat bit I was working on . My sincerest apologies .

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40Deuce 46M
5725 posts
1/14/2019 6:07 pm

LOL appeared standing for "lots of laughs" in Batman Vol 1 issue # 186 "The Joker's Original Robberies" in 1966

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superbjversion2 68F  
24388 posts
1/14/2019 8:11 pm

You know that I love your blog titles - even though they rarely have anything to do with the post. This one .... idk 40? Is it all typos?

I sometimes resent helping someone, too, but nobility demands.

Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation bangs on the door forever!


40Deuce replies on 1/15/2019 5:06 pm:
It's a line from the song "Red , Red Wine" , the UB40 version . Rizla is a brand of rolling papers , the monkey is packing his joint with sweet sounds (lines of music) from Dep

smartasswoman 66F  
35813 posts
1/14/2019 8:45 pm

I would say your resentment about helping someone out right after work is more about losing the structure of your treadmill time, than about not wanting to help people.

Going back to your Myers Briggs type, as an introvert you probably really like the alone time on the treadmill to recharge from being around people at the office. And, you are also a J which means you like things to be planned rather than spontaneous and enjoy having a routine, so having that routine disrupted makes you feel unbalanced...even though conceivably you could do the treadmill thing later on (but that would interfere with TV watching or reading, amirite?).


40Deuce replies on 1/15/2019 5:07 pm:
No , I am wild and unpredictable and cool and awesome

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