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New Year's first post of 2010
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New Year's first post of 2010 Greeting bloggers & bloggettes, and those of you somewhere in between. Two things I can safely say, without fear of reprisal are that first; I'm not much of a blogger. Love commenting on those I read that catch my interest (mainly by the character of those writing them) but not much in writing my own thoughts and rants that come to mind. And secondly, I don't normally believe in "New Year's Resolutions" since normally people re thinking of excuse why they've back out of them before the first month is out. That being said, here I am blogging, but no, to blog is not a new year's resolution. But to break my normal beliefs in making New Year's resolutions (and no, it's not to quit smoking. I smoke, I'm good at it, why be a quitter) I have decided to make one. Before I get into what exactly it is, a few things you should know. My belief factor revolves less around a being or a faith n any influential exterior force. More, I believe people's lives are influenced by how they see and react to their own lives, and changes in it are influenced by their actions and reactions, be it for better or for worse. As a peek into my own inner self I rarely admit to, that some people may or may not realize by my own guards. A bit more than 2 years ago, I was involved in an accident to who those I've met, I've most likely mentioned. The exact details I won't get into, but the physical results left my body pretty broken when coming to. Beyond the short impact broken bones, and longer term damages, what really was affected the most was my over all confidence. Now while some of you in chat, and those who've met me, might know me as an audacious smart-ass and shameless flirt, that is not who I was before the accident. I was a much bigger smart-ass and an even more shameless flirt, not only online, but in real life as well. Not to be confused with narcissism, I always was considerate of others feeling to a fault (but still to a point), but would also have the ability to discuss openly ideas and topics in any environment that would have others less skilled, accused of sexual harassment in a heartbeat. I was brazen, but that was me. Like most things that you don't know what you got til it's gone (to use a cheesy 80's hair band quote) only after the bones had mended had I truly realized the confidence I had was gone. And it is not an easy thing to re-develop as developing it in the first place from the shy guy I was up until my late 20's early 30's naturally. But then again, not impossible. With all that now being said, my resolution, in part, is geared to get some of that me I miss so much back, and putting it on record. As of now (well a few days ago actually) I've decided to get back to being more proactive in the meeting (and ultimately "Meeting"  ) of people. I will be making INITIAL contact with more people who catch my interest, and less concerned with those who might say "nah!" for whatever reason. And while I will be attempting to draw the social naughtiness out in people locally, regardless of the barrier they put in front of themselves in doing so, I also intend on making more frequent trips to the mainland where many I've already met have freely let that naughty side already show.That's it in a nutshell. Attempting to get back to the me I was, and enjoying the ride, with little to no hang-ups. Back to the try anything twice (in case the first time it was done wrong) and the admitting if a brief thought does hold an interest in trying. How successful I'll be in this endeavor, I won't presume to say, but I will give no excuses for not continuing to try. And you're all welcome for the ride.
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Maxi, I'm sure I owe you a dance & a drink too. Preferably a close one ...and in advance, that won't be a flashlight in my pocket.  I look forward to finding ME again, ad taking those around along for the ride. With me being born in the yea of the Metal Dog, my personal traits are noted as; Metal dogs are very committed in all they do whether it involves work or relationships. Expectations are high, both for themselves and others. Which I believe is pretty accurate.
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It's the perfect resolution! Go for it. Besides, Maxi said it was okay  If I have stopped by your blog, please be sure to sign my permission slip Pimp Me, Pimp My Blog, But Let Me Do The Same With You 
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It's the perfect resolution! Go for it. Besides, Maxi said it was okay
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So yur going to be more vocal and outspoken in 2010 are ya Witness. *geezus just what we need 'nuther loud mouth with pretty hair  *And whats so cheesy 'bout 80's hair bands bub  lol HNY Witness and get your skinny hippie arse down to Hali bro asap dude
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So yur going to be more vocal and outspoken in 2010 are ya Witness. *geezus just what we need 'nuther loud mouth with pretty hair *And whats so cheesy 'bout 80's hair bands bub lol HNY Witness and get your skinny hippie arse down to Hali bro asap dude  Also nothing wrong with hair bands, grew up on them, but the line is cheesy.Right now, I will be down for the Everything To do With Sex Show at the end of the month, and may even be down next week or even this weekend. Depends what I feel like doing.....or was that supposed to be who?  
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For the record, being a loud mouth guarentees I don't have a cock in my mouth, and that's PURDY hair. Also nothing wrong with hair bands, grew up on them, but the line is cheesy.Right now, I will be down for the Everything To do With Sex Show at the end of the month, and may even be down next week or even this weekend. Depends what I feel like doing.....or was that supposed to be who?
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