To All The Men I've Loved Before...
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Posted:Oct 8, 2020 5:06 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2021 5:34 pm
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Ok. This year has ABSOLUTELY sucked! Like it I never thought in my lifetime I'd experience a pandemic, a media circus filled with misinformation, and battle for the American thrown, and resulting chaos. Makes looking for sexual playmates a bit trivial. However, the brush with death (for some... my Covid experience was mild) seems to make folks wanna reach out to people they haven't talked to in F-O-R-E-V-E-R! I have had several guys reach out to me in the last 6 weeks. Guys that ghosted, guys that were half interested, guys that made me believe I was what they wanted when what they wanted was a harem. I am typically a one guy at a time type of chick (although there was that one night...) but the feast or famine thing kinda gets old. And let's not forget the one friend I had been seeing this time last year has disappeared again due to circumstance beyond his control. I REALLY just want one, unattached (cause competing with an involved person's busy schedule has gotten me no where), serious about friends FWB type person. I enjoyed the quality time that I had with past lovers but if we aren't together now, it was probably for a good reason and COVID is not reason enough to ignore that.
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To Friendship
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Posted:Jul 26, 2019 8:36 am
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2019 3:52 am
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I am an anomaly! I realize that. Don't get me wrong... I'm on here for a sexual relationship like everyone else. I think, though, I tend to take my "relationships" more seriously. I've never been one to just fuck and move on to the next. And as much as I do love sex, if it's with the right person, I only want to be with them. The anomaly comes in when I look to connect to the other person on other levels that don't necessarily relate to sex. I'm intrigued by the person: thoughts, experiences, life story. It's that level of deep that creates trust and comfort. And, no, that's not me looking for a traditional significant other. But I think I'm just the chick that will always need more than just physical. I'm also that chick that distinguishes friends from associates and what I consider family to be. On some level this is probably asking too much. Then again, it may be asking specific things from the right person. I'm somewhat guarded and sex without that connection seems superficial and very $.99 store ( a whole lot of nothing on the cheap). I make no apologies for what I want and don't condemn anyone who can't relate. That just means we aren't for each other and that's ok. But to whoever IS interested, know that whatever effort is made to connect with me on other levels, you have me completely.
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So what is the point?
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Posted:Oct 7, 2018 12:53 pm
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2020 3:41 pm
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I've been off and on this site for years. I've met really nice people and some that should probably crawl back under the rock from which they came. However, I often wonder why I stay. I'd like to think it's because of the nice people I've met. Life gets in the way most of the time and it's hard to meet up. I've had medical issues that put sex on what looked like an indefinite hold. Thankfully, that's no longer the case. Maybe I'm on here for the thrill. Meeting new people, regardless of actually having sex, is always fun for me. I realize there are SO many people in the world to meet and I could have other kindred spirits out there that are just looking for nice people to hang out with from time to time. Sometimes I think I'm here for a diversion from life. My life is often hard and I hiding sounds like a better idea. I know I can't but talking to another person who isn't trying to add anymore on my plate can be a relief. Sometimes I hate being on here. There are creeps that attempt to make me feel bad for not wanting their dick immediately down my throat or fulling me up in a multitude of ways. It's enough to make me not talk to anyone again. Whatever the reason, I wonder... is this just me or do others wonder what's the point of being on here?
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Another one bites the dust
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Posted:Feb 12, 2018 4:14 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 7:31 am
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I'm not sure what it is with guys on here. This is a sex site. Everyone should know this. So looking for a real relationship is probably not the best idea. At the same time, if a person requires that you meet them for safety reasons or even see if there is enough chemistry to want to have hot sex, that shouldn't be a huge deal. Now, fast forward to... we'll call him B-Dubbs. B-Dubbs was reluctant to meet me for the sake of meeting because if I wanted to just meet it made no sense to do so without something sexual happening because "we're not trying to date". OK cool. So we meet, start talking, fool around. He precedes to tell me his life story because of what I do for a living and how calming my presence is to him. Fine. That happens more often than I'd like but whatever. We make plans to see each other again and he, in the middle of the conversation, says "Sorry, I'm home now. I'm just chillin." I figure that means "I don't want to go back out". It's cold. Makes sense. About an hour later, he starts asking questions about how we'd meet up and how to see each other more. Now, mind you, I'm already home getting ready for bed because I got the impression we weren't doing anything. He starts making plans for the night. I'm slow to catch on because I'm already tired as it's now 11:30-11:45 at night (and I'd been drinking at dinner... that plum wine, though). I fall asleep on him and he freaks out that I blew him off and then gets back on the site to see that I'm "on". He, then, accuses me of looking for someone else and goes off. So, in my groggy state, I try to piece together where the hell this is coming from. I did check HotMatch.com earlier because I get mail all the time and sometimes I feel the urge to blog. When I check on my phone, as I'm sure some of you know, it runs in the background until you close all open windows or restart your phone. B-Dubbs said I was lying and looking for someone else. I calmly explained how much I'd gone out of my way for him considering he had me jump through hoops to meet him ( I have nothing to hide so it wasn't a big deal). He then claimed that because we can't get our schedules to match up I must me looking for a replacement. Well if you're that insecure, you probably shouldn't be on here nor looking for a FWB situation until you heal yourself from the damage some other chick caused. He refused to talk to me so I wished him well and encouraged him to get some help because "paranoia will destroy ya!" I'm all for meeting people and I'm not looking to bang everyone person on here, but know that I'm my own person and I'm free to do what I want. If that means checking mail or blogging on here, I have the freedom to do so. However, if your insecurity about being able to handle someone like me or keep a FWB around is causing you to get possessive and psycho, PLEASE leave this site and seek professional help. And not mine because I don't mix work and play 
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Sex site DOES NOT EQUAL disrespect
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Posted:Oct 24, 2017 4:17 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2018 4:55 am
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So I had been talking to a guy briefly on here. Epicur2025 is his name. It started with flirts than I read his profile. He seemed decent... His intro reads
Hi, Everyone
I'm a straight, single, intelligent, goal oriented, adventurous person who's on the website to explore my sexuality and get to know new like minded kinky people.
Great fun safe adventures, savvy exploring, and finding your second halves to everyone!
My Ideal Person Eventually I'd like to find someone special to enjoy life and start a family with.
A woman I'm looking for is:
Educated, smart, shorter or same height as me. Brown eyes is my weakness even though this is not necessary.
Fun, has sense of humor yet serious when needed. Overall we must laugh a lot together, I think that's very important.
Listens to me most of the time, but can give me a kick on the butt when needed,
a bit of a puzzle,a bit mysterious but to a moderate sweet extent.
That's just from the top of my head. Ask questions don't be afraid)))
I figure this means he wants to get to know the person he wants to "hang" with. I send a message that comments on the tattoo in his profile and how he must have been through a lot. He responds with: "I hear you, girl)))
Does your boyfriend know about/ watch/participate in your play with other men? "
Not what I expected but ok. I answer his question. The rest of the conversation just doesn't make sense but you decide. And, yes, he did make the typos.
Him: Hi, baby. I'm driving through aurora sop. Let me know if you want to meet up for some naughty fun 5onight
Me: 'm sorry. I took your profile to mean you wanted to get to know the person you'd be playing with. You are looking to get naked off the bat. I'm not that chick. But thanks for the response
Him: I don't like texting my fingures off. No worries
Me: That wasn't the point but it's fine. You just proved 10 years makes a difference. Enjoy!
Him: God...I just had a wonderful night with a smart and sexy woman your age...and you are dumb cow , get lost!
And then he blocked me from responding. Now was I snarky? Perhaps. But I wasn't rude. Did that deserve being called a cow? Not at all. I don't understand people that say they are grown but act like they got their feelings hurt and say something childish in response. I can say I've been called worse so cow is kinda funny. But really? What are you mad at dude? The fact that you realized I may be too witty for you or that I'm right about how lame your approach is? Either way, I would really like to move all people like him to a different site so they can all be assholes together.
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The freaks come out... ANY DAMN TIME THEY WANT
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Posted:Dec 1, 2013 9:32 am
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2020 4:14 am
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So as I've been looking for potential playmates, I have narrowed my selections to guys that are thick and some of which are also very long. When I comment on pics, I've noticed that there are a lot of GUYS that are commenting on other GUYS' profiles. I get that sexuality is fluid for a lot of people (I call myself bisexual but the term doesn't quiet fit 100 but I think I'm finding it annoying to view this new level of unwanted sexual attention. It's an old story that girls always have guys commenting inappropriate things ("I'd fuck the shit out of you") and use that as a greeting or seemingly harmless (from their POV) statement not understanding that it's a bit rude despite this being a sex site. Now these horny "I don't tell anyone that I like to suck cock cause my girlfriend/wife/significant other would now think I'm gay so I just comment on hot cocks I know I can't have" are being intrusive in a new level or ridiculous way. I see other chicks on who have nice tits and pussies but I don't find myself hunting them down, ESPECIALLY if they have made it clear that they are STRAIGHT. So why be THAT GUY that keeps nagging the straight guy about his beautiful cock and why you need to "drop to my knees" right now? I figure if it's annoying to me, it must be hell for the straight guy. Or I could be totally wrong and he actually takes it as admiration and pats himself on the back for being a genetic anomaly...
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So I Guess I will move on...
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Posted:Mar 25, 2013 9:22 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2020 4:14 am
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I tried. I really, really did. There are just no serious women on her and as long as my profile has been up, I get a lot of looky-lous but no takers. Even to the ones I personally sent messages to hours, days, months ago. So I guess I have to go back to guys. Not that I don't love them but was looking for something different. Alright now that my attempt has failed, if you are an interested guy, PLEASE be thick! You don't have to be long but thick IS A MUST. I'm not really fond of anyone under 25 as most times they tend to be too young, inexperienced, or have no idea what me references are in regard to. I interested, send me mail and we'll see what happens...
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Sad that filter doesn't work
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Posted:Nov 30, 2011 12:22 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2011 8:14 pm
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OK So I've put on her that I'm looking for females. I am. That doesn't mean I'm not open to others. It just means that the main focus is on other ladies like me. Strangely enough, though, the ladies that keep popping up are ones that identify as bi but their first line is "I need a big dick" or "8 inches or more, this ad's for you". It's all fine and dandy that you're looking for a guy but then make sure the rest of you're info matches up. Don't have bi and looking for men, WOMEN, COUPLES, etc. if you really only want a man. And if you do want all the other, then please explain and list things out like[Men: blah blah blah. Women: blah blah blah.] It's hard to look for like minded individuals if you're batting for one team but looking to play on the exact opposite.
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