Jan 22
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Posted:Jan 22, 2011 6:45 am
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2011 2:14 pm
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Been busy working at trying to remove some of the past from my life and work on my future. Applied for a transfer in the Woodville area we will see if it is ment to be. Just in a rut where I am at the moment, and need some big changes. Working in small towns is difficult at times because you have to be so careful as a public figure, you can't be caught or suspected of doing things immoral or shady. Life is good at the moment not been dating or going out much because of work and other obligations at this time, but I sure do miss it. Just think that I have missed out on so much working and creating a career for myself.
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Dec 18th
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Posted:Dec 18, 2010 5:24 am
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2011 6:37 am
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What a year it has been in many ways, and conclusions that has been made along the way. I been on here oh I would say about 8yrs. and met some really cool people some I remain friends with today, many not. I turned 45 this year and realized that I work to much still which is not going to change, because I have no one to help me. I have a to raise and all though she is almost 17 and does things with her friends all the time people still consider her baggage. Sex is non exsistant due to my extremely busy schedule. I remember when it was easier when they would sneak in at 2 -3 in the morning. Now it has to be put on a calendar when I can meet someone lol. But as I grow older I find that random sex does not fill me. Don't know if I want to date someone or not. Certainly marriage is so off the chart I shiver to think of it. I think this next coming year will be big changes for sure. I don't think I will be looking to the site. Cutting my ties to my lovers, yes I said lovers. I have about 4 of them, ok maybe 6 don't get me wrong I haven't lost my desire to have sex. Just grown board with the way I am doing it. Makes me think would I ever be satified with one lover, this is what I need to find out. And will be looking at for this new year. I will be on here occasionally blogging can't say I will have to much to write if I am cutting things out of my life. But I am looking for more. A movie, dinner, concert, or Heck just to hang out and talk to some one that knows who the heck what happened in the 70's and 80's. I find my self extremely turned off by men older then 55 im sorry but I work with older people and it just ewwwwwww. So if I am not on here until after the first of the year.
Happy Holidays.
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Dec 10th
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Posted:Dec 10, 2010 6:07 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 4:26 am
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Not to long till the first of the year, and decided to make some major changes in my life. None I really want to share, but many will see and understand what I will be doing before long.
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Nov 21st
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Posted:Nov 21, 2010 5:34 am
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2010 7:20 pm
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A few days before Thanksgiving and many things to be thankful for. My life is good, I have two of the best ever and they are finally grown. No drama at this time, but lol no sex either. The job is going well, and doing what I want to do for a change.
Happy Holidays.
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Nov 6th
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Posted:Nov 6, 2010 5:08 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 4:26 am
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How the weeks go by so fast these days. Been working and doing football stuff with my , and enjoying the time left before she graduates. Not been dating, and not been going out. Pretty much work and home. I think I will do something this evening though not sure really what it is but feeling a bit secluded with cabin fever. Life is good though great evaluation, jobs seems to be doing well. All around happy with life.
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Oct 17th
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Posted:Oct 17, 2010 8:12 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2010 5:09 am
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In my search for something extra to do I have grown tired and somewhat bored in the site. I have met a few interesting people and some that was just way out there, to where I don't want to go again, mainly for the past couple of years I been on here to blog and not meet anyone. Just began having difficulty meeting people for random sex and never talking to them again. I pretty much have lived my fantasys out and it was fun to do so. But many of mine were not 3somes, what public place could we do it and not get caught although it has been done. My favorite fantasys were meeting that unknown person for drinks or dinner and the seduction and the converstations that would just get the hormones going. To wonder how this person would kiss or carees his hands down my body, how intoxicated I would be just from the sound of his voice. I make it a point to date local, because again random sex just is not my thing. My best affairs had lasted more then 2 years. 7 years being the longest. Just seems that no one is into seduction anymore what a shame.
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Oct 9
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Posted:Oct 9, 2010 4:32 am
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2010 12:24 am
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The week went by very quickly with me working a 13 hour day. Came home to a quite house last nite and have to say it was nice, got to take a long bath and lotion my whole body it felt good. My time on here has been interesting and I enjoy the blog. But what a person looks like can excite me more then just pictures of thier package. I am not saying I am special to look at but I do take care of myself and enjoy who I am everything down to the 5ft 190 lbs of me. I been told I do not look my size and look good in a size 14 pair of jeans. But I know people have thier preference of what thier ideal person looks like.
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Oct 3rd
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Posted:Oct 3, 2010 2:01 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 4:26 am
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What a wonderful day, the weather could not be any nicer. Been working in the yard most of the afternoon, with my picking up the house and cooking dinner on the grill. I know I am a lucky women to have what I got going on in my life, but there is a missing factor of not having someone in my life. No not wanting a husband unless that was the right thing to do, don't wan't that occasional lover who you have to hide either. But a friend that I can share things with and enjoy hanging out with. Then other things can go from there. OOps forgot I gotta wash the car and make sure things are ready for work tomorrow.
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Sept 28th
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Posted:Sep 23, 2010 5:52 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 10:31 am
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I will be glad when the week ends, lack of sleep is taking its toll on me. So many people think I am so strong, but I have to admit I am like any other women out there that would just love have someone by her side, coming home to a quite house just sometimes makes you not want to come home. Not really been into seeing alot of people in the last few weeks, I know I have my needs and I do get them full filled but not often.
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Sept 14th
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Posted:Sep 14, 2010 2:19 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 4:26 am
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Another night without sleep this will be my 4th day so far. The weekend went well busy as normal, but managed to go to a football game, and meet up with a friend for some adult time, even went back the next day to enjoy some more adult time. The first day was more one on one time, second day there was a third party. Been out of the lifestyle for some time, and well I think I like the one on one time a bit more, could not even get myself to want to participate. Voyer was more like it, but I do have to say I got mine before she got hers lol so it was all good. I find my self a bit to independent and have loads more fun with just one person. Now to hell week and I think I may be able to pull it off and accomplish finishing my schedule ahead of time. I think what I am wanting is one single person to share things with call it what you may, relationship, I think I will call it a mate I certainly don't want anyone living with me the hubby and wife thing is not what is on my mind, just a chance to enjoy anothers company and do things together.
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Sept 5th
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Posted:Sep 5, 2010 5:54 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2010 4:55 pm
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Well things has slowed a bit, and I find myself looking for stuff to do. One more day and I go back to work and really if this is what it is like I think I rather be at work doing what I know. My has been in and out all weekend so it is difficult trying to have company here. I find my mind has wondered a bit and I been in need of company from the opposite sex. Just no opportunity this weekend. Frustrated a bit I guess.
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Sept 3rd
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Posted:Sep 3, 2010 10:57 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2010 6:26 pm
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Had a wonderful birthday even went on an afternoon lunch date which was very enjoyable. Don't have any big plans for my days off, except stay close to the house and take care of some buisness. Maybe do some bbqing on Monday. Been busy for the most part but finding in my spare time or taking the time to go out on dates which is fun. Not a whole lot to report at the moment except staying out of trouble and enjoying life.
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Aug 28th
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Posted:Aug 28, 2010 8:49 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 4:26 am
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Wow less then a week I will be 45 and strangly looking forward to it. I do find that as age progresses I am able to know more what I want, desire and what I need. I am enjoying life at the moment even went on a date which was quite nice for a change. Working alot but looking forward to a nice 5 days off which in my opinion is much needed, I think people will agree with that who know me. I hope the upcoming year is as wonderful as the past year. Love not having drama in my life.
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