Aug 8th
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Posted:Aug 8, 2010 6:22 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2010 7:06 pm
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Gosh what a busy month it is been didn't realize I had not blogged in so long. Working all the time at the moment I leave the house around 6.30 in the morning and driving back to it around 7pm at nite. My has finally come back home and I well can't say I see her much at this point. With activities at school, friends, and the amount of time I am at work there is not much time to hang out. We did do some shopping and had a wonderful lunch until her friends kidnapped her (in a good way) and she spent the nite amazing how friends find people. Went to the Cardiologist last week and he says everything is ticking like a charm and health wise im in good shape except a few minor areas. Since the depression a little weight gain, mainly because I am not having sex, and there is no physical activity in my life at the moment. Can't get a better work out then to have sex see if you can get in some of those moves when your adrenialine is not up like that. But the problem still is when do I have time. Heck I don't ever seen men my age, and not going to a bar to find one, seems that what people around here think anyway. And I guess men around here do the same thing I do just stay home or hang with the people they trust who knows. I had someone on here say times have changed, and if they did I rather be a bit old fashion and still think dates are good, and getting to know someone is even better worst case senerio is you either made a new friend or a new enemy.
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July 20th
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Posted:Jul 20, 2010 4:08 pm
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2010 6:01 am
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As time goes on I find that I have become bored. I can't really explain the bordem but since I told him I did not want to see him nor would I contact him I find myself empty. I stil do stuff but it is not the same I feel i have gone through the motions the last few months. So much even that being with someone for sex just doesn't matter anymore, maybe life itself does not matter. I am empty a shell of emotios that I find hard to control. I have fell back into some habits that I have walked away from before I met him. Not really unstanding why, but yet the feeling of I don't care anymore, not caring what people think of me, not caring how my apperance is and falling into deep depression. Of course when you see me you would not see that, except if you look deep into my eyes and see my soul. I am not sure exactly how to fight this moster that lies within me. Not sure how much more I can handle.
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July 9th
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Posted:Jul 9, 2010 4:00 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 11:43 am
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"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do ...not just happen."
--- Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
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July 3
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Posted:Jun 27, 2010 3:09 am
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2010 2:48 am
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Having a three day weekend which is nice I took care of some buisness yesterday, and hung out with a friend in Nac to catch up on some much needed human interaction. I didn't even realize being so busy it was the independence day weekend. My is still at her dads and I am crasping for things to do is kinda hard when you been out of the loop for as long as I have. But I am managing. Might go to Livingston today and check out the scenery there today.
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June 19th
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Posted:Jun 19, 2010 4:29 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2010 1:17 am
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For all of those fathers out there Happy Fathers Day and I hope your day with your family is special. Not much going on this weekend. To hot actually to get out and play. But I also have a big week coming up at work and I know me, if I don't take care of buisness when I can I will put it off till another day.
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June 13rh
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Posted:Jun 13, 2010 12:57 pm
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2010 4:17 pm
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Another weekend almost over not looking forward to going to work tommorrow although I like my job sometimes you just want to hang out like the other people do. The weekend was good I had a friend come crash with me at the house, and nothing went on, but I sure did want it to, but were working on friendship at this time, and that is more then just sex, but I do believe he will be back before the week is over. Got the yard mowed and washed the car the old fashion way, lol thought it was funny though I was just washing the car and listening to the radio and car would slow down to see what I was doing. And people wanted to know when I got my new Harley. lol went out last night had been a while since I did that but had a friend who is a bartender and she kept me happy and filled up. Would of loved to danced last night but wasn't quite dressed for it, just was nice to get out of the house I think I will have to do it again, and still be home by ten. The work week will be slow because I am already looking forward to the weekend coming up down by the lake and working on my tan. Hope everyone has a wonderful week.
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June 8th
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Posted:Jun 8, 2010 4:40 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 11:43 am
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Well my daughters been out of town close to a week now, I did get some enjoyment Sunday reminds me what I miss on those times I am by myself and working all the time. But it was a need that needed to be met and somehow is making the week more bareable. Working a normal shift finally if you call leaving at 7 in the morning an getting home at 6 normal. Can't wait till the weekend not sure what I will do at least it won't be working.
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June 4th
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Posted:Jun 4, 2010 1:26 am
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2010 5:10 pm
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I can honestly say I have been in more little backwoods towns for work then the days I actually attended work. Shelbyville, Center, San Augistine, Etoile, Lufkin, Hungtington, Hudson, Apple Springs, Kennard, Crockett, Trinity, and now back at my home base in Groveton no wonder I am so wiped out this week. But the week went by quick, and it was nice to have Monday off and spend with my family. Now my is preparing for her adventure and I will not see her until August. I should start bumming in about a week miss her when she is gone but I don't tell her that I like to see her have a great vacation. Its funny though She has learn that if you cook for a boy they will come. So the adage of the way to a man's heart is through his stomach, I wondered why she was cooking so much this weekend. I love the innosense of youth and how human nature works. Little boy walked all the way in the rain just for a cookie. I also like the fact she has really voiced her oppinion of waiting the have sex before marriage to. I do admire her for that decision, and thus she gets nice vacations and trips from it. Now what I am I gona do while she is away, just hate going to bars, but I do so very much like live music, so I guess I will go watch a few bands. Work of course think she told my boss to give me extra work to keep me out of trouble. Lol funny while at dinner tonight she told me she didn't want to come home to a new boyfriend. Seems as though I get a bf while she is away for the summer and by Christmas they are gone. But I don't think that is going to happen, decided not to persue an affair of about 5 or 6 yrs. just got bored with it really I am a black or white person tell me something I do expect it to happen, and not 10 yrs from now. I just think I will keep it on a friends base this summer and be done with it. Not a real believer in Love anymore. Men in my past has made me almost believe it don't exsist anymore. I know I am going to hate getting up at 2am today I just pray the work day goes smooth and without complicaton i,e, don't answer the phone or open the office door to anyone lol.
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May 28th
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Posted:May 28, 2010 2:21 am
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2010 1:08 am
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Finally another week down with a three day weekend. Been busy for sure with school coming to an end today, and graduation tonight. I realized I will be watching my graduate in a couple of years. Working alot this week for sure, and going to run up to Center Monday to look at the territoty to see if I like it or not.
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May 22nd
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Posted:May 22, 2010 7:44 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 11:43 am
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What an outstanding weekend, got my new lawn mower, and it will cut the yardword down by a day for sure, took the girls for lunch, and then the girls told me they were taking me on a picnic tomorrow down by the lake so we can play in the water, catch some sun and just chill before they leave for the summer. One is mine and the other one is lol I guess our adopted girl none the less have the greatest weekend. I think the next two months will go by slow since they will be gone and it will be just me this summer. What ever will I do.
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May 21st
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Posted:May 21, 2010 3:08 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 11:43 am
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Took the day off to be able to receive my delivery today not much going on today other then getting things cleaned up around the house. After being gone all week its nice to be able to be close to home and relax and not worry about the things in the world going on around you.
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May 16th
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Posted:May 16, 2010 7:29 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 11:43 am
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I finally got out and had some fun. Went to dinner Friday with a man I met from here, and although he was not quite the type of man I would want to share my extra curricular activities with, he was very nice and we had nice conversation. He text me and ask if I was aware of what the site was all about. I choose to spend my time with whom I want to if there is no chemistry then I choose to look elsewhere. I am not on here to lay with everyman that approaches me. It was nice to catch up with friends and have a few beers and listen to some good music. I had a friend come down from Louisiana that I have not seen in quite some time. It was nice to catch up and share a moment. Today I am just going to get some things done around the house and wait till my returns from her trip to her dads. Its been a good weekend.
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May 11th
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Posted:May 11, 2010 5:49 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2010 4:42 pm
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Oh only Tuesday and already wishing the week will end. So much to do and so little time. I will be going to work early again tomorrow as well it look like the rest of the week just to stay ahead of the game a bit. This week is work and , glad she wanted to go to supper tonight, made one less chor for me.
Nite
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This kitten is tired.
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