Saving this fantasy
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Posted:Apr 16, 2009 11:45 am
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2010 6:48 pm
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"Ok, but I don't think I'll ever have the courage
to do this. A friend is planning her gangbang and wants me
to be a fluffer for her men. I sit in a high-back chair in the
hotel room helping men get and maintain their erections
while waiting their turn. A few of them are interested in
returning the favor and begin going down on me. Although
I try to continue my fluffer duties, I've been flipped
over the chair so the men can start fucking me doggie style
while I hang on to the back of the chair."
I wanted to change the fantasy, but didn't want to lose this one. There are several reasons to make the change. First, I'm concerned about it misleading potential readers. Some fantasies are great as long as it remains a fantasy.
Second, it was mostly my husband's fantasy. When he told it, we went to a gangbang. I was just there to watch. I started giving him a bj to get him ready for his turn. When he's doing his thing, he looks up to see me "helping" others. Each time he looks up, he sees me going further. After I've taken a couple of guys doggie, he slides up and into me without me initially knowing (but I think I'd know from the feel) until I look behind. It does appeal to me, but he's more into seeing me be taken by multiple strangers than I am.
Third, I would rather put a more realistic fantasy of what I would like to happen there. It shows up on the front page and gets read by most, if not all, visitors. If what I put down happens, I'd be very, very happy.
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New Area, New Friends
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Posted:Apr 15, 2009 9:30 am
Last Updated:May 16, 2024 1:0 pm
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It's been a while since I've been on HotMatch.com. We found a few friends that we could play with when we were in the mood. After that, we decided to take a little break due to the economic downturn. You'd think threesomes and foursomes would be cheap entertainment, but you have to include the costs, such as HotMatch.com, eating out, keeping the house ready for guests, etc. Then there were other outside issues that complicated any potential playtime. Add it all up and another break was in order. I enjoyed the break cause it let us focus exclusively on each other for a little while.
But now that we're ready to play again, we've moved from San Jose to Palmdale. I'd forgotten how difficult it can be to start from scratch. Compared to the bay area, we're in the middle of nowhere. We've gotten used to driving 30-45 minutes to reach the outskirts of civilization. Ok, I'm being a bit melodramatic, but it just adds time and distance to our already busy schedule in order to meet people.
Nonetheless, we're glad to be playing again. It might be on a more limited basis than we're used to, but we can deal with it. Besides, we're hoping our living situation is only temporary. By the end of summer, we'd like to be living somewhere closer to north LA (like Eagle Rock or Mission Hills areas). And hopefully, we'll have a few regular friends who've been hosting us and we can return the favor.
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Sexual energy
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Posted:Mar 11, 2007 8:08 pm
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2009 9:31 am
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There's nothing like the sensual energy that exists after meeting another couple. That's probably why we keep doing this. Of course it's great to have sex with other people, but after we meet someone, even if it's just a get-to-know-you meeting, we always have this great sexual energy. It's more than just arousal, more closely aligned with passion. It's quite ironic that talking, flirting, and fucking others can add so much intimacy in our personal relationship.
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Wow, what a month!
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Posted:Feb 18, 2006 5:24 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, the last month or so has been full of changes. I suddenly switched my job, got a new car (cause the old one was wrecked), and now I'm making plans to get married within a couple of weeks.
We're thinking of having a combined bachelor/bachelorette party. There's something extremely exciting about doing that, more than if we just had people over. It's not like we really plan to change our relationship too much. We'll still have the same rules and still play from time to time.
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Monday
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Posted:Jan 2, 2006 7:17 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I love having Monday off with nothing to do. There isn't much that feels better. It's like a whole new world is out there on a weekday that I'm missing while trapped at work.
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New Years' Plans
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Posted:Dec 29, 2005 6:29 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Looks like my plans for New Year's fell through. I was really looking forward to it too. I haven't been to a swing club or anything like that in a long time.
Looks like I'll have to find a more traditional party to attend.
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Yeah!
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Posted:Nov 30, 2005 7:29 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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2 more days until I leave for Mexico!
I've been meeting so many nice people over the last couple of weeks that I'm actually going to be excited when my trip ends.
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From Bi-Curious to Bi-Sexual
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Posted:Nov 27, 2005 6:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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As much as I don't like it when it happens to me, I can understand it. The first time with a woman can be strange and scary.
When I was in college, there was a girl in several of my classes who let me know she liked me. We'd joke around about doing stuff, but inside I was scared to death. It wasn't that I wasn't interested. Quite the opposite. I wanted to more than anything. What scared me was that I was afraid I wouldn't be that good, that my inexperience would show and I'd be a horrible lay. Or that I'd get down there and realize I didn't like it.
Once school ended, I never saw her again and I started to regret not taking her up on her offer. I decided that if another friend like her came along, I'd take her up on her offer. Well, people like that don't come around as often as they should.
Several years later, I found myself at a swingers' club, more out of curiousity than anything else. I tend to be shy at those places cause I don't know anybody. For some reason, this young woman decided to start going down on me. I was aroused from watching so much live sex that I didn't stop her. I didn't care that her boyfriend was groping me.
The great thing was that she just wanted to eat me out. I didn't have to worry about recipricating or pleasing her. (Fortunately, my bf took care of that for me.) After a while, I wanted more. I didn't care if I was experienced or not, I wanted to return the favor. But she refused to let me take her bra off or turn the tables. Instead, she pushed me down hard and ate me more aggressively. I must have cum 3 or 4 times within the hour she was down there.
By the end of the evening, I knew the yearning for a woman was something I'd have for the rest of my life. A man just doesn't have the same touch and feel that a woman does.
So now I often find myself in the opposite position, where unsure and curious girls seek me out. Sometimes they let their fears get the best of them, like I did. As disappointing as this may be, those moments of connecting with another woman make the ongoing search worthwhile.
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What I would really like from HotMatch.com
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Posted:Nov 27, 2005 7:55 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2009 9:31 am
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Since joining this site, it's become clearer to me what I would really like to find. Every threesome and kinky relationship has been the result of a one-time thing. As much as I loved it, I've never had any sort of relationship with the other woman.
Now, I find that what I want most is someone I can get along with outside the bedroom as well as within. I'm not talking romance and dating, but just hanging out, watching movies, going shopping. A true friend with benefits, not just a fuck-buddy. Someone I can cuddle up with and kiss cause I like her, not just cause I want to get laid.
I'm not saying I want to exclude fuck-buddies at all. It's good to add a little spice once in a while. But I'd love to have 1 or 2 special ones to hold above others, to share a special, more intimate relationship with. With the right woman, I'd consider a truly poly relationship.
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So Sad
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Posted:Nov 15, 2005 5:46 pm
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2009 9:31 am
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Tonight's Social Distortion concert is sold out. 
I don't want to drive all the way to take a chance on some scalpers.
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Darn
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Posted:Nov 13, 2005 12:29 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I just found out that my winks were being filtered based on those meeting my intially narrow search criteria. Damn!
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