Not the one
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Posted:Feb 10, 2016 10:33 am
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2016 4:23 pm
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Written when I was diagnosed with MS.
I shall come out the other side even better than before.
You are not the one to beat me,
Not the one to bring me down;
I am stronger than you
This is not the end.
My soul you cannot touch
Tho you do pose the biggest challenge I’ve ever faced,
Having to relearn all that life has taught me.
Starting from the beginning,
Crawl to walk, full sentences and thoughts;
Step at a time, one foot in front of the other,
A newborn with all the fascination of the new and unexperienced;
Fair is no longer a word I can believe in,
Pride can no longer be a factor,
The intestinal fortitude I have carried throughout my life,
Will become the strength to draw from;
I am not willing to quit just yet,
Too much to see and learn,
No you are not the one to beat me,
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Antique
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Posted:Feb 14, 2016 6:46 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2024 5:27 am
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Antique
Like an old lamp gathering dust,
A Brontosaurus. Before the meteor in the Yucatan.
What it's like To be a lover
In today's world of instant gratification,
A fuck me now, satisfy me, then fuck you world.
Have been guilty as well of spilling my seed without conscious.
Or regard for feelings.
Not trying to be hypocritical.
Have just the frolics of passion
With the sense of genuine affection.
Care and heartfelt yearning
To be with that special one
To burn by their mere touch
Commanding your soul with their gaze.
To purely ejaculate into an empty vessel
Devoid of emotion
Is but a grain of sand
On a euphoric beach.
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Bullshit
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Posted:Feb 9, 2016 5:51 pm
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2016 6:40 am
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Bullshit
All I asked was the truth,
The respect and common decency shown to someone who has shown it to you,
Allow me to make my own choices. Path to follow.
I asked all the questions giving the chance to do the right thing,
Always met with evasion and lies,
Blame and misguided guilt,
Fault placed for asking the question.
Never understanding, I would have treated you as well if you had been fair,
Still taken care of you when sick, needy.
Given you my adoration, my effort,
The most hurt has always came from deceit.
Broken trust, without conscience. Without care, honesty.
I adored and loved the foundation of our relationship,
The reason we were close for so long,
Openness without fear of judgement,
Mutual respect and care.
You broke the security, the root sanctity of our security,
I still love you and always will,
A gift I don’t give easily and freely,
To just anyone,
But you took advantage of my love,
Used it to your benefit,
Crushed my faith in my ability to judge character,
To look someone in the eye who loves, cares, and has treated you better than deserved,
Shows a lack of caring for me or my feelings,
Said it didn’t matter, meant nothing to you.
Seems the question that should have been asked was did I?
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when we met
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Posted:Feb 9, 2016 7:20 am
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2016 5:51 pm
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When we met
From my first vision of you hobbling across the busy street,
My heart was yours,
A quick kiss, a glance from those sparkling blue eyes, blushing cheeks,
My love was your captive.
Watching you interact with the world,
Enjoying every taste and scent
With a smile that lit up the darkness,
You lightened my soul,
The act of innocence of impending passion,
That we both knew was to come.
A caffeine infusion to heighten senses,
Your wanton look made my pockets tight.
An awkward first approach,
Feeling out likes, wants, romantic preferences.
That first taste of your skin and lips,
Ambrosia on my pallet
Stroking, kissing your flesh, meeting my thrusts with your own,
Moans mixed with orgasmic exchanges of pleasure,
Excited my sexuality as only in a long memory.
An afterglow that never ended for me
A beauty filled me completely
From the nanosecond of our first exchange,
My love was inexplicably yours forever.
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Breeze
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Posted:Feb 2, 2016 8:01 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2024 5:27 am
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Breeze
A gentle warm ocean breeze
Tingling your flesh
Between each line and crease
Hairs stand on end in a joyful dance
Making follicles twinge with delight.
Serenity of the lovely vision of your mind
Eyes in exalted euphoria,
Squinting to focus, capturing the predictable adoration
Chemical response is inevitable
Imagination caught in fantasy mode
My heart and soul is connected.
Engaged with every flutter and twinge
Every movement, muscle tension
Intoxicating to your senses
Addictive as a euphoric drug.
Offer of yourself what you will
Sacrifice your being to the throne,
Just more baubles for her mantle
Added to her display case of fools.
Much like the wind
She is unpredictable
You cannot hold her,
She’ll just to slip thru your fingers
She is never truly yours To keep
Can never possess the breeze
Only enjoy what little she offers you
While it lasts
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Truth
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Posted:Feb 1, 2016 8:24 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2024 5:27 am
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Truth
Truth is not a subjective thing
Not open to be changed
By opinion that suits you better
Not open to point of view
Or emotional deficiencies
There is only one truth
A value no longer valued
A principal continually ignored
Spoken of with importance
But has no teeth
Honesty seems antiquated
Easier to alter than divulge
A façade to those meant to impress
Shame a value I have honored
And owed throughout my life
No matter the personal cost
Has gone the way of the Dinosaur.
Hard though it may be
Honesty is all I expect
The most respectful principal I can offer
To show I care and you matter
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Her
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Posted:Jan 31, 2016 11:45 am
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2016 8:10 pm
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Her
I miss her feel
Her breath on my flesh
Her taste on my mouth,
Scent in my nostrils,
Her crooked smile for every joyous moment
Physical difficulties needing a steadying hand
Patients commanded by caring
The vulnerability of her soul
Confused that self- imposed logic isn't an answer
The pain behind her eyes
Over past injustice and tragedy
Striking out at the present over history,
Mistrust festered and hardened
Narcissism at the very least,
Deceiving, betraying, striking first
Preparing herself for heartbreak
Hiding behind a misguided self- image.
I have always known the breach of trust,
Internalized out of a deep love and loyalty,
Knowing the strife
She has caused my life,
The effort needed to put forth to keep her there,
I still miss her in my life.
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Love addiction
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Posted:Jan 31, 2016 11:40 am
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2016 6:26 am
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Love addiction
Looking into the eyes
That inflame your loins
Anticipation to touch the skin,
Smell of the supple flesh,
Taste of delicious fluids
Beads of sweet droplets on your tongue.
Blood rushes everywhere
A warmth overtakes your entirety
Soul filling with a quickening beat.
Toes tightening and curling,
Tingling in involuntary spasms.
Thrusts of delightful ecstasy.
Quickening deepening.
Feeling almost euphoric, magical,
Hard to keep focus and control.
Wait to prolong the climax
Hoping your partner has reached a nirvana state.
Looking for the expression of permission
The wait is too much to bear
Explosion of ultimate release
Dizzying pounding of temples
Afterglow that lights up the room
A bright beacon of the heart
The stare of adoration
The Look only for your special one
Sex is enjoyable
A good physical release
But it is just fucking,
And does not compare
To the passion of making love with someone unreplaceable.
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