Just a Moody Day
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Posted:Nov 1, 2006 7:58 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2006 7:28 pm
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No one to really talk to today about it so I guess I will just post it here. 17 years ago today I lost my father. He passed away on his and my Moms 31st wedding anniversary. Then just a month later I lost the love of my life when she was killed by a drunk driver. No matter how hard I try to put this in my past this month always gets me down and makes me a moody person. Went to a shrink for a year and it helped me get through it all, but I still, no matter how I try, have problems getting through this time of year. Am I crazy or wacked out should I be in a mental ward or is this ok to remember them and deal with all these emotions that it brings up this time of year? I don't know, I just know I still miss them as if it were only yesterday and cry for them each year when these days come along. Well not trying to bring anyone else holiday spirit down just had to get this out today and this is only place I felt I could say and talk about it. If you have sat and read through all this I appoligize to you for my rambling on and hope you have a great and happy holiday season. Just remember to let the ones you truly love know it everyday because our time here is short and we may not get the chance tomarrow. Love and Peace to All The Castle Wizard
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Have to work while others Party
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Posted:Oct 28, 2006 3:34 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 3:1 am
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Well everyone is going to be at the OKC party tonight, but unfortionatly I have to work while others party. Then again being in the entertaianment line of work that is the path I chose. I have recieved some E-Mials this week from some of the ladies asking for something other than a head shot on my profile photos. So ladies I have taken and posted a few new photos in my pro. Everyone have a safe and fun weekend. The Castle Wizard
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