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Posted:Mar 1, 2014 6:21 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 11:4 am
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I am experiencing a new type of man here. Ones that really enjoy conversing, instead of sex conversations. That to me is a lot more sexier than talking sexual conversations. Maybe some think that is a bit odd, but I truly enjoy this. I love learning the many experiences others have lived, are living, understanding their thoughts and how they see things. When they speak, it is like I am there experiencing the same. Life is full of wonders and experiences and to share even one tiny event with another person, is an adventure in itself. Sometimes there is intense emotions and sometimes not. Sometimes it is just superficial and that is ok too. When an individual shares things with me, it is sharing time, which is a most intimate moment. I not just hear the words being spoken, but actually feel all that is within. Many of us humans have lost the ability to connect with another. Whether through emotions, experiences, or sexual contact, whether virtual or physical. There are many faucets to one person, and many colors of experiences. If only one time you could just be inside of me and feel what it is like to experience another sharing with me at that time, you would also be awestruck as I. Lately, I have felt anger from some, or a possiveness. It amazes me how these emotions spill over into a sexual experience and how one relates through those type of emotions. Yes, we can project those emotions onto others, but to do so, is this the experience you really want to share with another? I do my best to send only pleasant and and pleasurable feelings and emotions to bring one to a wholeness of an experience. We all walk different paths, but somewhere, we touch another knowing, or unknowing. I know doing this is hard for some, but if one really wants to experience a connection, it can be one of the most exciting event in one's life. Anyway, I guess at this point maybe I am projecting my energy toward those who are reading this, but I will not ask or tell you what to experience with this writing. May each of you continue to be you, and live life the way it is best for you. 
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My Enormous Boobs!
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Posted:Feb 27, 2014 9:34 pm
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2014 8:22 am
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I have just realized how huge my boobs are, and am astounded for sure. Funny, I have never looked at myself in a photo before, because I never used to take any. I like them, and at times wished they were smaller and maybe less noticable, but it is what it is. I know that many are intrigued with their size and want to touch them, and experience them.I do not mind so much that they think on this, but there is more to me than these huge bumps on my chest. I am a person with feelings, and emotions and a smile. Please do not get me wrong, I have been enjoying the attention, however, my boobs are not the person I am. I was just put down for being something that I am not, and this one say, anyone who pays any kind of attention to me, is because of my boobs. Well, he is probably right. They are of course a "part" of me and attached. Thank goodness, I have reduced them some, they do get heavy and always in the way. So, if you can look past my boobs, my enormous boobs, and just say, "Hi Haley, is nice to see the real you."
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Posted:Feb 24, 2014 12:50 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2014 2:39 am
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I do not understand this new word called "blogging", kinds of sounds like something from the bathroom, sorry. Now, if the word writing was used, heck, me climb all over it for sure! Anyway, back to the subject at hand. I wanted to share with you, how you've touched me deep inside, for taking the time to read and comment on my blog. I love to write and share my secrets of things I have learned, lived, and feel. Please, feel free to comment if you choose, who knows, maybe you will show me something new. Or bring back a memory that has been long forgotten in my past. When I come here to see if some had read what I had wrote, my heart gets a flutter, a hitch, even a skip to the thought that someone hears my words. We all want to be a part of, something, whether for a moment or a way of life, so by sharing your comments or thought, for that brief second, my life becomes a glow. If you could see my face, when I come here and look, at the many people who took the time to just be and read, you would see how happy you've made me. Thank you once again. I wrote this one especially to show my appreciation to each of you. Happy Day! 
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Aging, who me?
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Posted:Feb 23, 2014 8:45 am
Last Updated:May 11, 2014 1:40 am
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Ya know its funny, how we see age. I can remember back when I was about 8 years old, wanting to be 10 years old. Then when I reached 12, I wanted to be thirteen. ( start of teenagehood), Next came 16 years, which meant possible getting license to drive and getting a job.Along comes 18, can leave home legally. Ahh, and the big 'ol 21 , where you could buy alcohol! Well, I am sure most of us remember this, hee hee. But after 21 things really get complicated. The Beginning of the adult life, marriage, babies being born,working full time, no money, house refinanced,utilities barely paid, growing up and needing things. Somewhere in there, one looses self and forgets the real person you are.Then by age forty, much has smoothed out, and you look around to see what you have, feeling confident of all that is. Aaah, here comes 50, are grown little something in the bank, an occasional cruises or vacation where ya just enjoy the quietness. The husband is looking at younger women, cause the wife is bitchy, hard to get along with and just plain nuts. ( little secret guys, about this time) Your woman that you married long ago, is going through the change. We look good on the outside, but the truth is, we are spinning on the inside. we cry for no reason, we bitch at little things, we are just plain hard to get along with. The sex is little to nothing, and its no wonder the men are looking. This time is hard for women, and it does last 10 long,hard years. Ladies listen up, you know what I am talking about, but here is something most of you may not know. You are extremely fertile during this time, so make sure you keep on your birth control. Guys, Your woman is loving you for just being there. Even though she is unfriendly, doesn't mean she not love you. This change, is the pits for both living it. She has lost her desire, but its not that she wants to, its cos she has harder time to be aroused, harder time to cum. And gents, if you have patience and go slow, you will get your woman back, just takes time. Once this dark cloud passes, the woman becomes like a butterfly from a cacoon, she is beautiful through this transformation and all yours to consume. For me I have transformed alone. I do envy those that go through this together, and share the tears, bitchiness and loving arms of love.I don't know if you would call it lucky for me to travel that journey alone, but I know men were safer that I did, hee hee. The me, that I found inside was lost for many years through the tides of marriage, babies, houses and homes. I made it this far and though the body is older and slightly mis-shapened, the young me is still alive and kicking! I have become a matured adult woman that is younger than these that are in years. I have been ridiculed for being my age and wanting the same attention these young ones crave. So to the young ones who not understand, I am a woman just like you, and one day, you will be, the same as me. I just hope no one is cruel and heartless towards you, for being a little older than new.
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Photographs.....
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Posted:Feb 22, 2014 3:55 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2014 5:12 pm
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Well, I am sitting her at my computer again, thinking of all the things people have asked me about. The number one question that I get, " do you have any photos?" And of course, I refer them to my profile page. They come back and say, "they are too dark" or, "they are to blurry". I am not being a smart ass, but they are photos. I have not professed that I am a professional photographer, so I don't understand what the problem is. The simple question is answered, and then, comes the complications. I do have a life outside of HotMatch.com, and come here for enjoyment. I come here, because it is a safe way to have virtual relations, without harming self in a discriminatory manner. I have even gone as far as posting a few risque photos, but again, they are not good enough. I choose what I want to post, whether blurry, dark, or off color. I like my photos, and true they are not the best. However, they are photos, so, be happy with what you get.
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The Candy Store, mmmmmmmmmmm!
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Posted:Feb 19, 2014 11:17 am
Last Updated:May 11, 2014 1:46 am
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Oh my, my eyes are enjoying the delights of all the many flavors of life. I do not know which to pick, but when I do, I like to savor each one. I have been asked several times, ""what are you looking for on HotMatch.com?" Well, I am not sure now, because of all the most enjoyable people here. I am one not to limit self to the finer qualities of life. Through my years of growing, being told I can not, has been a damper on my spirit. So, I give up the notions of others ' idea of what is proper and what is not. Like me for who I am, or don't, that is your choice. I prefer peace and tranquility over abuse , ridicule and battles. I love me for who I have become, is better than lying to one's self of who I am not. I have escaped the programming of many years and enjoy all that become close and dear to me. My emotions are intense and my feeling is even deeper. Those who have encountered me know exactly who and how I am.Those that have limited themselves, are the ones who are loosing. Seems that some are offended by my body's age. My spirit, however is much more ancient than they know. I keep my youth by leaving stress to the side, take the programmed drama and put it in the trash where it belongs. I do my best at keeping my word, for that is what makes a person's worth. I watch how I treat others, because I not walk their path. A kind word or compliment seems to brighten a dreary day. I choose not to fight, but will stand my ground. I not put negativity into the places I go. So, for me, I am enjoying this Candy Store! Happy day Again !
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The Morning After...........
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Posted:Feb 15, 2014 11:01 am
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2014 11:04 am
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Good morning, at least I think it is! I have a Big apology to make to anyone I offended yesterday, I was not myself. I had not slept in 42 hours and became rather aggressive sexually. I get that way, when I can not get sated. As I am sure those that are as my self, either a nymph or insatiable. Not easy getting at least part way sated, takes a lot. I become like a bitch in heat and just as ferocious. Last night was one of those nights, and I acted badly to many of you and I apologize. I will do my best at not treating you all like that again, you are like a unique sense of the word "family". ( Not into tho) Last night, I was put in my place in such a way, it took me by surprise, and I literally cried after. My attitude needed to be broken and it was. The one who broke it, I am very grateful to and have deep respect for this man. I don't like putting names to those I write about, but you know who you are. Just smile, and know that I am aware of you and all you have to offer. Thanks everyone for taking the time to read my blog. Happy day to you! P.S. The latest photo, is the morning after, last night, hee hee!
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Another Sleepless Day or Night, not sure which.
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Posted:Feb 14, 2014 4:22 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 11:4 am
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Again another day/ night gone, never to be found again! Since I have been visiting HotMatch.com, I have forgotten to look at the clock. And so, my days turn into nights and my nights turn into days. Boy what a life, hee hee. All the new people I am meeting from around the world , all the different cultures, is totally awesome. But what makes it so special is we have one big thing in common, we all enjoy pleasure! There is no drama here and if there is a riff, it gets smoothed over with kisses and caresses. In all my travels through out my life and the States, I have never found a special place as this little site! All the cummings and goings, never stop, is like Wonderland and Utopia balled into one. Maybe I will slow down, and maybe I won't, so I guess, there will be many sleepless nights or days, which ever cums first. Happy Day to you All!
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This Site......
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Posted:Feb 13, 2014 1:07 pm
Last Updated:May 11, 2014 1:45 am
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Where to begin, hmmmm. Well first off, I have been looking for a place a long time, that I could be just me and not be concerned about drama behind just being me. I am a very sexual person, but am discreet about it , when I am not around people who are the same. I live by myself, and not have relations often. I mastorbate a lot, maybe that's bad, but for me, that's good, keeps people safe, hee hee. You know, all that tension build up, affects the emotions, and of course affects actions.Anyway, I was talking with a friend and he turned me on to this site. I had gone to many sites and they just didn't have what I was looking for.What is so great about HotMatch.com is, I can have as many men or women as I choose and no one gets hurt. Unless, they are looking to possess me, then oops. Found that out yesterday, that someone wanted to become possessive with me, and it hurt. He didn't know I could understand German. Oh well, not a biggie. He was a delight when we did our thing and I was very relaxed with him and left the idea open for further encounters. My mistake for thinking this, because he got ugly and that is not cool. Oh well, his loss. Maybe if he grows up and realize people are not possession to parade around, he may find happiness. I have been at this site for maybe 5 days now, and except for that little riff, I have enjoyed so much fun and and met so many awesome lovers. I think maybe I have found BLISS! Who ever established this site did a really good thing for people who look for adventure and sexual partners. I enjoy both men and women, because I sit on the fence. I am not accepted in the straight world, nor am I accepted in the gay world. So, I made my own world. Anyone who is bisexual knows exactly what I am talking about. If in a real physical relationship, I can be one way or another and not stray because of the fence. I would love to be having sexual encounters often, but that is too dangerous now days, and is not such a good idea. And of course the old stero-typing of being a real slut would come into play. And I know some of you out there know what that feels like, only because I have been called that in my younger years, and it hurts, but one just can not stop, when desire strikes. Not everyone experiences this at the deep level of being, and it is hard to explain. But it is like we have been made this way for some sort of unique purpose. Each person in the past I have been with, I have given my all to have them enjoy the deepness of the experience I feel from relations, it is so deep many may end up trapped never to find the surface back to reality. So, through this wonderful site, I have found bliss even with it just being virtual. Each of you whom I have spent this time with, have brought about a new experience and the wonderful things I've enjoyed, thank you so much for the pleasures you have brought! Have a fucking fantastic day!
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The Meeting....
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Posted:Feb 12, 2014 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2014 6:37 pm
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I had the most wonderful meeting today, with a very attractive man. Well educated as well. Mmmmmm, what a hottie, just glancing at him turned my insides out. But, I had to rein those feelings in, because this was the first meeting and I had not been around a man in a very long time. My heart was racing, and I had difficulty keeping my breathing steady. I almost missed the meeting, by not being so smart. I was waiting on my clothes to dry, for which I'd be wearing. I laid back on my bed, feeling it beneath me, thinking how grand it would be to feel a man between my legs.I made little noises, that began to arouse me, my hips moving in up n down motion. I began feeling the sensations of one laying on top, with his enormous cock teasing my lips and clit. I put my heels together and allowed my legs to drop. I started girating my hips against the bed, pushing my clean shaven pussy into the air, waiting with anticipation for my fantasy fulfilled.I was cumming with each thrust of my hips. I closed my eyes to image all that I was feeling, thinking if only this was real. I drifted off to sleep, not even knowing I did. I don't know what it was, but I woke with a start, something had pulled me back into reality. I jumped off the bed, still hearing the dryer running, thinking I was ok, so went to the kitchen and to my surprise I was late! I was thinking, I need to keep this date, and not discard it as "oh well". Our meet was for 3pm, and by the time I donned on some clean clothe, brushed my hair and out the gate, it was 3:15.I am glad there wasn't an officer around, because I was going a little bit over the limit, thinking, do I take the big road, or go the back way?I decided the big road, good too, cos, I saw himpull out a quarter of a mile away. I knew it had to be him, I could feel him. As he approached, like a fool I was waving my hands. He saw me, I guess, )probably thinking she is nuts), but in my mirror he slowed down and turned around.I went on to the cafe and parked , a few seconds later, he pulled in beside my little truck.He said, we don't have tp go in, let's chat in the truck. I was glad he asked to do that, for I couldn't find my money to pay for a cup.We sat and chatted a bit, then he turned to me, and said, you're not my type. I totally understood what he had meant, he complimented me on my Sensuality and that I showed up. For he said, many do not. I should have been cring and throwing a fit, but inside, that did not fit. The way he spoke, so , felt honest and caring, it touched my heart. I could see no reason for tears to fall, or my heart falling apart. I open the door and closed it behind, got in my truck, he went that way and I went mine. On the way home, I thought to myself, this man was so kind and true, he was awesome through and through. So, even though it didn't work out, I will cherish his friendship without any doubt. And I'll continue to look for that one true, and be happy, for I know I can love too!
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Searching
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Posted:Feb 10, 2014 3:37 am
Last Updated:May 11, 2014 1:44 am
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I have been alone for many years, and once in awhile someone will come into my life, whom I can share many secrets of myself with them. I am a generally a happy person and love sharing time with some people.I am very loyal to my friends and cherish each one of them, for just being themselves. However, I need more than just friendship, I need physical contact. My body yearns for it. While doing the menopause thing, I did not endulge in anything, not even masterbation. And then for four more years, still did not have sex. This was quite unusual for me, because I had a ferocious appetite for sex.Seems my partners, either couldn't keep up, or I wore them out, just really don't know. So, for fourteen years the dragon of desire slept. It was awoken just here recently in the past two years. A single man had cybersex with me, and we met twice and had the real deal. It was glorious! My dragon found a man who brought its wings out to fly above the clouds all the way to utopia. Every place he touched me would burn with a desire so great, I felt I wound burn to a crisp. The sex was not of this world. I had no idea the power behind my dragon, she roared and bucked and flew so high! Every thought there after those two times, my body would launch itself back into those hours of pleasure, feeling everything once again. This did not last long, because he became possesive and wanted what I could not give him. He wanted a commitment of him controlling my every thought. I can not allow , another to do this to me. I am in control of my own body and thoughts. So, it ended, and was a sad day for sure. Last year, I met another man, we dated and became friends, hang out together when we had time, it was good. We had relations, even though he had ED, we manage to bring it back to life as well. We mostly just hung out and did things and once in awhile filled the desire. But this ended as well. He wanted commitment , again on the level of controlling me. Why is it so important for someone to control another? I feel sharing time together is so much better than the strict old rules of commitment. I guess I am still an older hippie, from time gone passed. In the meantime, I guess This cybersex will have to do and only me touching me, its all good, because I know what I like.
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