why i come here.
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Posted:Dec 14, 2010 3:03 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:37 am
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Now i do know this is a sex site. Obvious, right? Ok, here's the shocker, I'M NOT HERE FOR SEX!! Honestly, swear on my grandmama's soul i'm not.
So then u might be asking, why am i here?
The answer? I really don't know. For me it's just the chance to meet people that i normally would never have a chance to meet. I am married (notice i didn't say happily) and i am extremely loyal to my husband (almost to a fault). I will not come meet you just to have sex, but if you are looking for new friendships, well then i would be more than happy to get to know you.
Ok now here is my question to the people who read this. Am i alone on this? Am i just a weirdo who is abusing the system? Are all of you just here for sex or are you like me, looking for more?
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random musings of a troubled mind
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Posted:Dec 10, 2010 12:02 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:38 am
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Yup it's that time of year again. the time when i'm sposed to be making big plans to meet family and hustlin and bustlin to find gifts to give at giant parties where family and friends are around having a good time, yet again though, it's just me and hubby, 5 cats and a dog. mom and dad don't want anything to do with me, and brother only bothers coming around when he wants something. i think i'm gonna start calling these days the 12 misery days of Yule. I know i shouldn't be like this. i know my mom has a point, i should have a real job like a productive member of society, but she isn't in the house when i try to talk to hubby about it and i have to listen to him saying how he won't be able to afford his medicine for his diabetes and that he'll just leave and/or kill himself if i decide to go get a job and leave him. i keep telling him that i won;t leave him just cuz i have a job. i always feel so helpless int hese situations and it sickens me because as a i would do whatever i kinda felt like even if mom and dad said it wasn't a good idea so where the hell did my balls go (so to speak)? i remember as a goin to my one friends house that my parents hated because she was a wiccan. i think it was actually more exciting to do it just because i wasn't spose to. oh well. as my so loving brother would say, "shut the fuck up, nobody cares". i don't know why, i just let of this out.
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pic 3
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Posted:Nov 22, 2010 11:03 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:41 am
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ok, this is an older pic of me, but i want to post it cuz its one of my faves. Enjoy!
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new pic #2
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Posted:Nov 22, 2010 10:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:41 am
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here is pic 2 for today ^_^
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new pics
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Posted:Nov 17, 2010 10:22 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:42 am
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check em out let me know what u think
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y it might be a good thing to get me mad
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Posted:Nov 17, 2010 9:53 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:43 am
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well as y'all can tell by yesterdays post, i was having a rough day. well here's the update for y'all. I went for a drive last night in the pouring rain (hubby just had to come along, bastard)and i drove for the better part of 2 hours goin 60 mph on back roads (lucky i didn't kill my stupid self). well, at about 2:30 am ohio time i came home, went to bed, and woke up this mornin feeling pretty damn good  let's see how long this lasts lol
*hugs*
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bloody fucking hell y did i get fucking married?
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Posted:Nov 16, 2010 5:27 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:45 am
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That's it i'm fucking done. i'm tired of feeling guilty for the fucking choices i make and feeling like its a fucking bad thing and that i'm fucking deserting my fucking "husband" just because i wanna get a real fucking job and get the hell out of this fucking rut that i'm in because of his stupid fucking ass controlling me for the last fucking 3 years. I am 21 mother fucking years old and very fucking smart so why in the fuck am i shackled to this fat fucking lazy ass, government paid, selfish sonofabitch? i should be in college or at the very least have my own motherfucking job instead of having him pay for every fucking thing that i own and eat and fucking have.
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it's a good day for ranting!!!
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Posted:Nov 12, 2010 6:07 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:47 am
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ok here's the post that some people seem to b hinting for. that's right, i'm dedicating this spot to bitching about whatever is on my mind. so here goes!
1. had awesome sex 2 nights ago when huby started it, i tried starting it last night and all i hear is :my legs hurt, i don't feel good, i'm tired etc etc. WHAT IN BLOODY HELL IS UP WITH THAT!!!
2. learning to can food this summer was fun. what's not so fun? i now have 12 cases of home canned food to bring home today  and i have no idea where i'm gonna stick it
3. why is it that some people expect me to be up running around before 9 am? don't they know i have to have my Jerry Springer fix?
(btw, todays show is freaky sex fetishes woot!)
4.why is it sometimes you get so hungry u can eat a house, but you don't really know what it is u want to eat? damn that's so frustrating >.<
5. well whataya know? i ran outa things to rant about.....whats up with that?? y can't i stay mad about anything???
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empty inbox
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Posted:Nov 5, 2010 11:24 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:48 am
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i log in and i see that my inbox is empty. now, contrary to what "normal" people feel, this does not bother me one bit. HOWEVER when i go on my blog and there are no comment, that bothers me. here i am, pouring out my heart to millions of complete strangers and nobody even feels like replying? whattup with that people? i see y'all are lookin at my posts, so what's in your brains?? or are my posts too scary for y'all to reply to? let me know ^.^
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feel me shiver, not from the cold
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Posted:Nov 4, 2010 3:00 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:49 am
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as i lie in the bed, press your body against mine...
feel me shiver, though it is warm in this room...
press your lips against my neck, smelling the warm musk of my body mixed with the coconut of the shampoo i use in my hair...
hear me moan softly, arching my body against you...
trace your fingers down my side, curling around to brush into the warmth of the most secret places of my body...
and i lay on my back, exposing myself fully to you, feel the silken folds of me grow slick with the thought of what is about to happen...
press your fingers against the swollen nub of my womanhood and hear me gasp as liquid flames rush through my body and sparks explode in my loins...
a small squeak of surprise escapes me as you flip over me and position yourself against me...
whispers in the night...
silently i wait for you, rubbing myself against you, silently saying that yes, i am ready for this...
you enter me, so slowly in case i become scared again, like so many times before, but i refuse on this night to let what happened in the past ruin what i have now...
this night is so special, so gentle. and though we may have arguments and fights, i will always remember this night, and the gentleness and care you took with this wounded heart.
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random
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Posted:Nov 4, 2010 10:10 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:50 am
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that's right. i can't think of anything to post so i'm dedicating this space to my readers. if u have something scary, exciting, horny, sexy, or just plain odd (mgc  ) post it up right here and lets see what y'all are thinking ^.^
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I am
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Posted:Nov 2, 2010 4:15 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 9:52 am
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I am beautiful
I am tough
I wear blue jeans
and i wear the slinky black dress
I am mother,lover,sister,friend
You see me every day, though you may not know me
I AM A WOMAN
AND
I AM BEAUTIFUL
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