Reset Password
If you've forgotten your password, you can enter your email address below. An email will then be sent with a link to set up a new password.
Cancel
Reset Link Sent
If the email is registered with our site, you will receive an email with instructions to reset your password. Password reset link sent to:
Check your email and enter the confirmation code:
Don't see the email?
  • Resend Confirmation Link
  • Start Over
Close
If you have any questions, please contact Customer Service

Heart Full Of Soul  

MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
590 posts
3/9/2015 10:05 pm
Heart Full Of Soul


.
.
.
./[fontface=comic sans ms]



Sick at heart and lonely,
deep in dark despair.
Thinking one thought only
where is she tell me where.
And if she says to you
she don't love me
just give her my message
tell her of my plea

And I know if she had me back again
well I would never make her sad.
I've gotta heart full of soul.

She's been gone such a long time
longer than I can bear
but if she says she wants me
tell her that I'll be there
And if she says to you
she don't love me
just give her my message
tell her of my plea.



No Jay, for the millionth time, I'm not stalking her. If I was, I would have some idea of her current where abouts and activities. I do not possess this information, so how could I be "stalking " her? I told you, she has a built in defense mechanism for keeping me from gleaning any information about her. I started to look up suff on her once. What I found was very disturbing. And that's not even including the horrific details about her life she shares with everyone publicly. Just take this situation she's in here with you. That's the most fucked up, strangest shit I've ever heard of all by itself. Knowing some of the other stuff just makes it worse.
But, if I would have to address her about something. And the only way I can get the information I need is from her personally. I'd just find out where she is and go right there and confront her. What the fuck are you going to do about it, anyway? When she sees me approaching her, I hope she thinks to herself. "damn, that mother fucker wasn't playing, was he "! And no, I won't be alone, I'm not taking the chance that one of her bull dyke lesbian friends will try to thwart me!
But anyway, speaking of past conversations. I finally discovered the true spelling of the russian pronunciation of her name she told me once. I thought she said " annie ' because that's what it sounded like when she told me. But, what she was really saying, I now realize, is, "Anya " not Annie. So, her real first name is "Anya Erica " See, I finally figured it out, with no help from your stupid ass, I might add, or Kellys.




.
.











Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's , call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/10/2015 2:23 pm

I know you don't know my real name, so you make something up. But, from now on, you can call me lightening! 😃😁😉

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/10/2015 6:59 pm

Claiming I take it in the ass daily, does not look good, coming from a person who worked in a prison environment for fifteen years, where that particular activity used to transpire daily. Some would say you're sublimally conveying your own homo erotic desires for me.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/11/2015 5:34 pm

Let's see, you spent four years in the navy, on a ship, primarily filled with other men out at sea for long periods of time. Then you chose a career, as a prison guard in a place primarily filled with other men all day. Then you got involved with a woman, who lives three thousand miles away from you most of the time. My guess is so the relationship doesn't interfere with your time you spend around other men. Then you started an obsession with me, a super sexy, a multi-talented martial arts expert and musician, businessman, scholar, and world renowned lover of many young beautiful women. All that evidence put together makes one wonder. Hmmmmmm?!
And I've decided I will be confronting her at some point. She can do whateve she wants, but at least she'll know I'm for real! If I had to speculate, I'd say the encounter will go something like this. I'll knock on her door and I'll hear from the other side. " Someones at the door, it's probably your dealer making a drop off "! Then she'll open it and see me standing there with my crew. After the initial shock of finally seeing me face to face! She'll probably say, "What do you want loser, Jay's going to kick your ass " One of my friends will probably reply, "Hey, watch your mouth, do you know who you're talking to here "? And I'll interject, and after observing her malnourished children in the background and all the glass tubes, and other drug paraphernalia scattered all over the place including the empty bags of crack leading up to her doorway like bread crumbs, I'll exclaim, "No, let her go, I said I would confront her and I have " And she'll say something like, " you better get out of here, I'm calling the cops " and I'll reply, "Yes, I'm sure you will Darling, good luck in prison "!
And that's how that episode will go down.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/13/2015 7:23 am

Once again, I ask the question, why do you care?😳 You sit there obsessively monitoring my blog, and you tube channel, and oh yeah, my face book too. Constantly sniping and trying to bait me with your snide little comments that have nothing to do with me or my life. Then when I make a move, or do something spectacular, you freak the fuck out and act totally surprised by my actions then desparately play catch up, and try to rationalize how I could have accomplished it, since in your narrow perception, I don't possess the ability or resources myself, so it must be some sort of a ruse or deception of some kind. Now, I can partly understand your mind set, because after all, you did work in an environment, for a long period of time, where people would smuggle a spoon out of the mess hall. And then sharpen the handle by scraping it on the hard floor, to use as a weapon on you while you were making your rounds on the cat walk each day. So, I get that, I totally understand where you're coming from attitude wise, in that respect. But, you have to understand something, my life does not, or ever have consisted of that type of behavior. Instead, I've spent most of my time, in study and practicing, accomplishing several difficult vocations. Traveling to cool and exotic locations, Dating. Fucking. And unfortunately once marrying, many many beautiful women! And now, I'm poised to embark on another big adventure, one that will enable me to realize a number of other cool goals and ideas I still would like to do. So, if I say I'm going to do something, I probably will go through with it at some point. You will just have to sit and wait, in frustration and fear of when and where I'll be acting on my ideas.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/16/2015 5:25 pm

Whatcha lookin 4, J? I was recently reviewing my videos. Damn, I never realized I was so versatile, with all the different styles and methods of playing I can do. I know it sounds rediculous, but until I started uploading the videos, I never thought about it, or even considered that aspect of my abilities before. No wonder Anya was always so worked up about my playing and continued to monitor me even after she told you she wasn't. Just shows you, doesn't it, I guess I really am that cool, huh?

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 6:34 am

Kelly, bragging you live in San Francisco, the gayest city on the planet, and then trying to intimidate me, makes you look like a moron In case you were wondering. If I wanted to find Anya, all I have to do is go there and hang out at a few dyke bars. Sooner or later she'll show up. I think you've watched John Wick too many times? And you critize me, for making movie references all the time. That's like the pot calling big fat bald Kelly, gay. And no, I didn't miss your dumb ass.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 6:40 am

Oh yeah, the reason you can call me lightening, is not just because of the way I play the guitar. It's because you never know where or when I'll strike!

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 6:46 am

Did you tell your new neighbors that, " you come from Alabamy with a banjo on your knee "?

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 7:44 am

You have direct contact with her? Well good! That means if I find out about anything bad happening to her or her family. I can hold you personally responsible! You say that I'm all talk and bluffing, but I've already had to move quickly to keep you from getting into trouble with people associated with me. Maybe next time I won't bother to save your stupid ass.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 7:46 am

You're quoting yourself, really?!

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 10:36 am

OMG! I think you're somewhere north of Sacremento? Because you said something about going out to see the bands with your boyfriend once while visiting in that area. Is your new job in Oregon? Anya used to live there too, one time. But of course you know that. Why do you need to go out to hear bands anyway? Aren't I good enough for you? Why can't you just turn the speakers up on your monitor and watch my videos all night, like Jay does? Anyway, speaking of the J Meister, I'm really glad to know that your living so close to Anya, and can be more helpful to her. Now, if we can only get Jay the guy she's actually engaged to and in a fucked up relationship with, to move a little closer to her, at least in the same fucking time zone, then I think we'd be making some progress here.
And your comment about you having access to her, and I do not, belies another inconvenient truth. I think at this point, she's more disappointed in not being able to communicate with me, then I am. But, she always knows how to contact me if she ever wants to, I don't hold grudges, especially for someone with such an abused background and who clearly still has issues from it, they need to address.
There, that should cover just about everything.


Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 11:39 am

Please take her somewhere nice! Not a place with "dollar menu " like Jay does.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 11:49 am

And if my playing was that bad, the three of you wouldn't be as obsessed with me as you obviously are now. Hey, newsflash, " I know " I'm hot shit on the guitar, you don't have to keep slobbering on me, telling me how great I am and how you wish you could play even a fraction as well as I do. It's actually getting a little embarrassing by now, you know.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 2:43 pm

Oh Jeez, are we back to this again? I know my playing is good, just by virtue of the material from the various artist I cover. Anybody who sucks, couldn't perform songs by Van Halen, Led Zepplen, Eric Clapton, Ozzy, etc. etc.... I know this because if they could, the two of you would be offering your own interpretations of these songs yourselves by now, wouldn't you? But, it's neither here nor there, because as I have told you many, many, multitudes of times now. The only thing I cared about is that I could make Anya soak her panties from just listening to me serenade her. I hope she saved them in the back of her draw and takes them out to sniff the aroma and bring back illustrious memories of me plucking her heart strings with my virtuo stylings. But I digress.
Spring break? I know it was a little warm today, up there, about eighty degrees, but mainly the temperature is still between fifty and sixty degrees. Not exactly beach weather. Unless you're heading south and going towards L. A.? Then I'm sure the weathers nice. But then you have to put up with the polluted beaches, and risk stepping on a HIV infected used needle! That's why when I went to California, I didn't go to the beach there, and waited until I got to Hawaii! Now those are some nice beaches and weather! Did you know, the sand on the beach in Ohau is not indigenous to that area. The real sand is black, from the valcano's. So they ship it in from California and Australia! So, the irony here is. Even though you're standing on the beach in Hawaii, you're still actually standing on the beach in California! But without the fear of stepping on HIV infected needles. The beach is very clean and they maintain it very well! And in case you're wondering, yes I did some surfing while I was there, I caught my first tube too!
I would fly out to California and take Anya and her family out to dinner, but she doesn't speak to me. But, that's the only reason.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/18/2015 2:55 pm

I realized something after I read my previous comment. Here I am, telling you how I play the guitar on the level of Eddie Van Halen, and I surfed in Hawaii. And what do you do? Oh, right, you follow me around insulting me and making snide little comments like a sniping jealous little bitch! Anya really made the right choice for having you as a role model for her children, didn't she?

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 10:50 am

" Besides, if I did pick up a guitar and show you how to properly play you'd still deny how bad your playing is. "


Kelly, if you were being interrogated, this statement right there, would be known as a " tell "! Aw, do I make you feel that jealous and full of envy that you really think you could out do me on anything, especially the guitar? Tell your boyfriend I said to give you a hug for me. I never realized, by watching me perform, how bad it made you feel! Well, you have two choices here, you can pick up your guitar, sign up for some online lessons and then upload a video of you tearing it up on " Bad Moon Rising " or some other three chord simple thing you could easily manage if you ever put in the slightest bit of effort. Or, you can just keep criticizing me about my playing, which to me just shows a text book example of jealousy and envy of someone who does something you wish you could do. I know the answer of course, but I still wanted to lay it out for you, so you knew I understood the situation. But, I would love to see a video of you either you or Jay playing something on the guitar. I know both of you actually know a song or two you could probably play, but are too embarrassed or cowardly chicken shit to actually do it, because you know what you'll look like compared to me! But, like I said, I know you're not on my level as a player, not many people are. Even my friends who've played in bands for decades, and have played every song you've ever heard, can't do some of the material I cover in my videos. So, don't worry about it. Just give it your best effort and let the chips fall where they may. Here's your opportunity to either man up, or stay a bitch!

That picture of me is when I was in Hawaii! One of the natives was showing me how they open a cocoanut.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 12:38 pm

Not only that, there is a lot more to that situation! The President (of the United States) was standing just a few feet from where you see me. If you ever go to Ohau, and visit the lagoon ( everybody who goes there always does ) you'll see a big hedge there, and on the other side there is a golf course. That's where the President was playing. When we were there, in front of the hedge, on our side, was lined with police and secret service. When my ex walked by in her bikini, she told me some of the cops were noticing her and making comments. I thought they were supposed to be guarding the leader of the free world, not getting worked up over my wife's ass? Then when we got back from the Hawaii, we went to see another Van Halen show, with the usual trappings, limo, front row seats, back stage passes, elite priveldges, yeah my life sucked. So, you see right there, in just one instance, I was in Hawaii, with the President, then a few days later I was standing in front of my guitar God Eddie, jetting all around the world, and riding in limousines. Oh, it was around this time I had sex with a woman that looked exactly like Anna Nicole Smith! Yeah, I was getting married so I thought I would indulge my self one last time. But my faithfulness didn't last anyway because all these women kept throwing themselves at me because of my ability to play the guitar. The same way I caused Erica to soak her panties when she heard me playing for her over the phone sometime later. Oh, the Blonde was something else, I still remember what her big tits tasted like!
There you go Kelly, now you have some more ideas about my life you can masturbate to while your living out west.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 12:46 pm

As for your excuse for why you won't upload a video of you playing something? All I heard was, bok bok bok!

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 1:47 pm

Careful Jay, your jealousy is showing worse than Kelly's lately.

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 1:54 pm

Well, the way things are going I'll probably have a more recent picture of me in Hawaii soon! I just hope Erica comes around by then, so I can make a pit stop in west Sacremento and take her and the kids with me this time?! She may not be into it, but I know her children would sure love it!

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 2:13 pm

It's times like these, I wish I could give you my ex's ph#. Then you could just call and ask her to coroberate the facts I'm telling you. Because, actual photographic evidence obviously is not enough for a couple of hopeless tards like yourselves?
The conversation would go like this.

Hi, I'm an Internet troll with no life, who's been stalking your ultra cool God of Rock and Cock ex husband for years. He made some claims about being with you in Hawaii, while the president was visiting there, then upon your return to the states, you went to a Van Halen concert and had an awesome time. Is any of this true?

Then she'll reply: "Yeah, we did, that's pretty much what I remember. Why?"

He also said he laid a woman who resembled Anna Nicole Smith

That son of a bitch!

So, that's what the conversation would go like, in case you were ever wondering?

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 5:44 pm

That's a picture of my ex wife you are referring to there. I could say the same thing about Jen, the picture she used to display here, looked like a road hard truck stop trick, with heavy caked make up she used to hide the lines in her face from wincing at the thought of being with an overgrown hill billy man child who still reads comic books and plays video games long into his forties. But I wouldn't say that because I'm too much of a gentleman. and as for Jay's hot girlfriend. Yeah, she's pretty but terribly flawed from years of abuse and neglect of living on the street, and being beaten by Trent. The only reason she's with him and not me, is because I would never tolerate the situation of living three thousand miles away from my Fiancee while she runs around with other women. Anything else you need me to clarify for you?
And I think you might have inquired to my ex, " about how great my cock felt when I was putting it to her" ? I know she used to moan about how big I was all the time. If I remember correctly.

Have you decided where you're taking Erica for dinner yet? It better be somewhere nice, where your required to leave a tip, or I will fly out there and lay a smack down on your cheapskate little bitch ass!

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 8:44 pm

No Kelly, I didn't know your wife had passed. I sincerely offer my condolences. I've recently lost people close to me as well, but I don't share that information with strangers or people stalking and out to destroy me.
Well, that explains why you left Kansas and are now traveling around the country. You said once, that the only thing keeping you from pursuing a relationship with Erica, was the fact that you were married. Now that obstacle as been removed, I see your targeting her now. And the fact that she refers to you as her boyfriend already, probably doesn't hurt your chances for success. Normally, I would ask where that would leave Jay in all of this. But seeing he's not really in the picture anyway, only partly now and then, or acting as some sort of distant support capacity. I guess he's not really relevant. After all, he's had quite enough time to be a husband to her, if he really wanted to, instead he spends all of his time attacking me. And trying to keep her and I apart. But then, oddly enough, she still shows an interest in me from time to time. So, knowing her ideas about relationships and believing in a polyamorous lifestyle. I think what she probably wants is to have all three of us in some capacity. But unfortunately, Homey don't play that. I won't have any part of her fucked up ideas and behaviors. So, I guess you'll be her new bitch now, huh?

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 9:16 pm

Yeah, I was about to say, before you hit me with the news of your wife's death. That I have said a lot of bad things about my ex, and everyone of them is true. So I can't really defend her too much, because she has shown her self to be terrible loathsome person totally deserving of all derisive comments made on her behalf. But, before you get all high and mighty on me. Why would someone who has just lost their spouse, be making those kind of insulting comments about someone else's, even if they were true or warranted? I think that makes you look like the real low life douche bag in this situation if you ask me. Like I said, only a child has that sort of lack of control over their emotions and remarks. The fact that you said that, is consistent with the other observations I've made about you being a regressed child, still reading comic books and playing video games. Now you're actively pursuing Erica, she should be warned of your inept childish behavior and attitudes. But, after Trent and now Jay, you might actually being somewhat of an improvement? who's to say?

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
3/19/2015 9:35 pm

Jay I deleted your stupid comment, because you look like a crazed desparate lunatic, vying for attention and pleading to still be relevant. So, things didn't work out with Erica, and now Kelly is having a crack at that gordian knot! But I wouldn't worry about it too much, because Kelly's worse then you. Now, I'm beginning to perceive the situation as I'm one of the three choices Goldy Locks was presented with when she entered the Bears liar. But in Erica's case, it will be more like, " this one is too gay ( Jay ) this one is too childish ( Kelly ) Ah, this one is just right ( Me )!

Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


Become a member to create a blog