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Blogs > 1of2dorks > My secret monster

a whole lot of nothing.  

1of2dorks 53M
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5/11/2016 10:22 pm
a whole lot of nothing.

Ever have a lot on your mind but nothing worth talking about?
I think I am there.
Trouble is, I have to get some of it out of my head.
Problem is I think it has been sitting there in my head long enough it has all started to melt together.
Might be time for something hotter than coffee to help.
That and a bit of company who will listen and not try to fix it before the tale is told.
Of course anyone looking back can see I have told pieces of the story, but never all of it at once.
just enough to show there is something there, but never enough to wither it all in the light of day to dust.
Only opened the belfry enough to air it some before closing it again.
and some things never get told.
But I suspect that is life for a good number of people.
lots of secret stories, and only glimpses of them seen through a nearly closed blinded window.
Could have told some of those stories once, but some time ago, that door was closed.
and nailed shut.
Might have considered it a time or two in recent years, but I keep seeing boards being added any time it looks like something might get exposed.
and then there are other troubles.
but those too are probably something best left for another day, when I am long gone and no one will remember who I am, or was, or what I was like.
Almost makes me wish I could visit just to see if I would be as much of a bull in a china shop as I feel I am in this day and age, or if I would be a meek mouse in a corner hoping not to get noticed.
I would probably be both in turn.
Either way, I suspect a lot, but can prove nothing.
Probably for the best some days.

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