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April 16th
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April 16th Here I sit in my hotel room in Lumberton working, at least I get to go home tomorrow, but all I need to do is a small day trip Friday, and I should be finished here. Should be the last time I travel until May, then off to Mesquit for a couple of days. Tonight I am exhausted and need to go to bed but It is difficult to sleep. Still yep you guessed it no sex, I guess I am getting use to it. I did however go on a very nice date a couple of weeks ago, and had a really good time, lasted about 4 or 5 hours, he was interesting and I felt like we had similar interest. I went home feeling great. Well I guess he didn't really feel the same way I didn't hear from him, and well you guessed it got a text saying he had a great time but was going back to his ex (girls mind I am not interested in you). I am assuming I am becoming a bit dumb to rejection, because I figured if your not into someone, then get out fast. I wonder at times what I want out of a man, Yes I will admit, I can and have been called a freak many times, but that is not just for anyone to know, just those I choose to be with. I did learn as well. Although it did not happen and I did not have sex with this guy, the subject was discussed but I will hold on to my believe and not sleep with someone the first time I go out with them. I will still admit sex is not hard to find, what is hard to find is a person that is willing to stick around after you had sex. So just hanging out for now. TTFN |
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Sadly know your position too well. I am puzzled by the sleep with you and then start ignoring you afterward way of acting. I guess it comes down to how you view your partner, as a person with whom you are sharing intimacy or as an object to use for your pleasure.
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