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Malaise Mayonaise
Malaise Mayonaise Current State: Ennui. A diffuse feeling of apathy. Nothing specific, but my tank of fucks I can give is on E. Smart as a and hung like Einstein. |
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Ugh, I found your fucks. And a whole lot of others. I feel like I'm walking around at a low simmer rage level all the time. Want a few back?
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do you think covid is making things worse for you or you'd be in the state regardless? i didn't expect to go through a depression with covid isolation. it's why i moved from the city to the coast and back in with SHERMAN. i took a leave of absence from work and am due back Oct 1. i've asked to come back PT. after years of giving 6 days a week i am too pooped to do those kind of hours. pre leave i was struggling to make it to 8 H a day. we are currently overstaffed so i don't know what will happen. my manager is OK with me going PT but says it is up to HR. he's following up with them today. if i haven't already mentioned all this. in an ideal world i'd like to make a few bucks in the morning. grab lunch. and have the afternoon off. while keeping my benefits. i typically wake early. i could likely do a PT schedule before noon.
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