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Blogs > itzchic824 > The Voices Inside

All This Love Crap - Singles Awareness Day  

itzchic824 37F
1215 posts
2/14/2016 3:17 pm

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2/14/2016 6:19 pm
All This Love Crap - Singles Awareness Day

I almost had plans today. For the first time ever. I mean I've had Valentine's plans before with friends. But this was the first time with a guy. Wasn't anything spectacular. Dinner, maybe a movie. It was our first meet. Had been talking and we got along great. He wanted same thing I did. Too good to be true, then it is.

Last I heard from him was Friday morning around 9. He was supposed to call me that night. When I didn't hear from him I texted him asking if everything was ok. Never got a reply. So yesterday in the evening I asked if today was off. Still nothing. Yeah. He's 10 years older than me and still playing these games. Then guys wonder why I'm so jaded. They say don't judge new guys cause of past guys. Kind of hard that when I do start with a clean slate they take the same damn road.

Then my friends are all "Oh the right one will come along blah blah" lmao Some people die alone, not everyone finds someone. Plus they don't know I'm just lookin for fwb. If I can't even find that I have negative 100 hope I'll ever find more. I'm not 18 anymore. I wish I could have those starry-eyed dreams back but I just get more jaded every year cause of assholes.

Before this guy I was talking to a guy in Ohio. We got along even better than above guy. Had hours long convos on the phone. He was planning on coming to see me. Then the communication dropped. He'd just text me enough to keep me holding on. Never explained why the weekend fell through and he's just busy. Yeah that's a flashback to the guy who messed with me big time late 2014 to early 2015. Not going down that road again.

*sigh* Think it's time to get another cat.
My cat that I still have, I think she knew something was wrong. Last night and today she kept laying on me. Which she's not too affectionate. Once in awhile, but not like that. She's my Valentine.
I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel!

Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless!
buxombbw4u 56F
16144 posts
2/14/2016 3:53 pm

 It is tough to have a first date (or meet) on Valentine's Day. That's just one of those days that is full of pressure even if you are in a relationship. I've spent way more Valentine's Days alone than with someone, and honestly, those never went as planned.
2022... it HAS be better, right?!


hornyguyMN 43M
16352 posts
2/14/2016 6:15 pm

 Sorry that this happened. Getting stood up on any day sucks. But V-day can make it even worse. Here's to hoping both of our lucks changes.


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